Even if her plane crashes tonight, she'll find some way to dissapoint me.
So, lets talk about today.
Went shopping...ended up with two pairs of jeans and a cd, an older Brand New one. It's really good and I'm looking to get the new one. So maybe no lunch for a week or so. I'm getting sick of cookies anyway.
This basement is freezing. Last night when I was down here, I was wearing two pairs of socks, two pairs of pants, a shirt, a sweatshirt, and a coat just to keep warm. And dad won't turn the heat up because he thinks it costs too much.
Jared and I are talking a little today which is really good...I was getting worried. I still think that...Well, he probably doesn't care whether or not I'm in his life anymore. Which bothered me at first but I guess I'm just accepting of it now. I want things to work out but I also feel pretty certain that he isn't wanting the same anymore. But, yeah. Don't care to rant about that. However, John and I are still lacking in any conversation and that just sucks. We were supposed to go to a movie tonight but instead he's grounded for the whole month, which isn't fun.
Hm...I played with Charlie tonight, probably the first time I've actually played with him instead of just shouting "No, leave me alone!". It was actually fun...But we should have named him Hitler instead. That would've been better than Charlie...Oh, well.
I might replay Silent Hill 2 tomorrow. That would be cool.
It's so cold.
Went shopping...ended up with two pairs of jeans and a cd, an older Brand New one. It's really good and I'm looking to get the new one. So maybe no lunch for a week or so. I'm getting sick of cookies anyway.
This basement is freezing. Last night when I was down here, I was wearing two pairs of socks, two pairs of pants, a shirt, a sweatshirt, and a coat just to keep warm. And dad won't turn the heat up because he thinks it costs too much.
Jared and I are talking a little today which is really good...I was getting worried. I still think that...Well, he probably doesn't care whether or not I'm in his life anymore. Which bothered me at first but I guess I'm just accepting of it now. I want things to work out but I also feel pretty certain that he isn't wanting the same anymore. But, yeah. Don't care to rant about that. However, John and I are still lacking in any conversation and that just sucks. We were supposed to go to a movie tonight but instead he's grounded for the whole month, which isn't fun.
Hm...I played with Charlie tonight, probably the first time I've actually played with him instead of just shouting "No, leave me alone!". It was actually fun...But we should have named him Hitler instead. That would've been better than Charlie...Oh, well.
I might replay Silent Hill 2 tomorrow. That would be cool.
It's so cold.