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life is worth nothing when you are worth nothing to yourself.
some say life is a beautiful tragedy, i look at mine and see nothing beautiful, and it's not even tragic. it's disgusting. disgust is supposed to make you want to change. change is something i don't have the willpower to do. so i sit here, arms aching, knowing that in the next 15 minutes, it's all going to be swept away in a rush, a rush that's going to find me laying on the floor, eyes glazed over and heart barely beating.
some say life is a beautiful tragedy, i look at mine and see nothing beautiful, and it's not even tragic. it's disgusting. disgust is supposed to make you want to change. change is something i don't have the willpower to do. so i sit here, arms aching, knowing that in the next 15 minutes, it's all going to be swept away in a rush, a rush that's going to find me laying on the floor, eyes glazed over and heart barely beating.