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[desolatexheart]

Well, I've managed to crawl back to the livejournal website after quite some time. It's time for an update. I waited too long to write my thoughts down from last night, so hopefully they come out right at this time. It seems to me that no matter how much effort you put into things you'll never get the full one hundred percent of what you want out

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Remember to always shine on.

[_dontletmedown_]

IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE SHIT, IT WAS JUST SOMETHING TO REALIZE. THAT'S NORMAL. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US SOMETIME IN OUR LIFE TAKES FOR GRANTED THE GOOD THAT WE HAVE. OR MAYBE NOT EVEN THAT, THEY'LL JUST CONCENTRATE ON WHAT THEY THINK IS THE GOOD &NOT REALIZE THE TRUE VALUE THEY POSSESS. TRUST ME, I DON'T LIKE ANY MORE THAN YOU DO; THIS DISTANCE. LIV, I'M NOT TELLING YOU TO JUST DROP WHAT YOU HAVE NOW TO FIND SOMETHING ELSE, THAT'S NOT IT AT ALL. I'M JUST TELLING YOU OR SUGGESTING THAT YOU OPEN YOUR EYES TO MORE THAN JUST ONE THING. AS LONG AS I LIVE, I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE TO GIVE YOU THAT EXTRA PUSH TO WAKE UP, TO PUSH YOU BACK INTO REALITY, TO PROVE TO YOU THAT YOUR BETTER THAN WHAT YOU THINK. WE NEVER REALIZE WHAT SOMETHING IS UNTIL SOMEBODY POINTS IT OUT. IT'S NOT THAT THEY DON'T CARE, IT'S JUST THEY CARE MORE ABOUT THEMSELVES THAN ANYBODY ELSE. TRUST ME, THOSE AREN'T THE TYPE OF PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SURROUND YOURSELF WITH. THROUGH IT ALL, YOU KNOW I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE. I'LL BE THAT VOICE IN YOUR HEAD TRYING TO POINT YOU IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. YES, WE DO NEED TO TAKE THAT DRIVE SOON. THERE'S SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT. I LOVE YOU TOO.

-Ang,