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Apr 04, 2009 06:54

So, I've had some rage/depression issues for a while now, but they're getting progressively worse everyday. I even went to a councilor Thursday. I got some help and suggestions from her, but since I saw her, everything seems to have went from bad to worse.

The day before that, I snapped on Eric who was threatening to spew coke all over my bed and floor because my room was messy (Very, very messy...But still) I didn't take kindly to that, and after I had asked him to just give it to me, I started to jokingly threaten him with my pistol (Which was still in it's case, had the gun lock and was unloaded.). Well, after another minute of argueing with him, I snapped and got him the fuck out of my house.

Since then:

My phone has broke, my internet has been off, my vaccume broke and took my phone's recharger cord with it, I broke my favourite glass, got glass all over my desk and floor (I'm still 'finding' pieces.) and can't vaccume it up because my vaccume is broken. Medieval 2: Total War is fucked up in the middle of me taking over the world as the Danes. My ankle is hurting again. Oh, and when I tried to go swimming, the pool was closed (Even though people sneaked into it when the office closed) and the gym is down. I was afraid of even leaving my apt, who the hell knows what would happen to me if I did.

So sick of the hobos always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work and
They just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars.
Bitch you better get outta the way
Before I start falling apart

I hate how my wife is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash.

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!

How come I never get laid nice guys always lose.
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job, my boss is a dick
"I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!

I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage,
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass,
Then her daddy punches me in the face

So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you!"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!

So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new hear " it sucks to be you"
I fuckin hate my life
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