Life is good, right?
Set my alarm clock to wake me at 6:10 because I have to be at work at 7:00...
Wake up at 6:25 - No alarm clock. That backstabbing pos. Should have had my computer wake me up instead.... ;)
I like waking up early. Early enough that it's a bit foggy outside... misty... early enough that when you inhale, you get that interesting lively morning smell... that fills your lungs and makes you feel alive. That's my personal high.
Had an exhilarating night with Katie... went to watch a movie... dont remember what movie it was, it had Chris Rock in it, and it was kinda cool... but I wasn't paying too much attention... I dont think she was either... *grin*
She's such a toy... and then so much more than one to me.... It's great.
David Bowie. He's good at expression. Emotions. When I hear David Bowie's "Major Tom" - I hear the emotion of an astronaut crying out to his family in hope, asking mission control to tell his wife he loves her. I hear the emotion of someone who's crossed a million something miles, the accomplishment, fear, and astonishment... I hear Major Tom's feeling for being proud for his country, for the establishment that got him to where he is... Theres two emotions I get at once. Right when he says "Planet Earth is Blue and there's nothing I can do..." - It's as if he's astounded by the unreal sensation of being so far off, then frightened by the fear that he's alone and nobody can help him now, if something goes wrong. Once he realizes his fear, he comforts himself in the ship. He states that he trusts it knows which way to go. And releases his far...
And just as he tells his wife he loves her... poof... he's gone... contact is lost...
Can you imagine that... That feeling... Hopelessness... You know you're going to die... and you don't even know if mission control got the message to tell your wife... Emptiness.
I wish I could change my voice. I don't like it. Sometimes I want to change it to the singer of Offspring.... Or Nirvana... or even Bowie.
Oh well. Cant get everything.
Wake up at 6:25 - No alarm clock. That backstabbing pos. Should have had my computer wake me up instead.... ;)
I like waking up early. Early enough that it's a bit foggy outside... misty... early enough that when you inhale, you get that interesting lively morning smell... that fills your lungs and makes you feel alive. That's my personal high.
Had an exhilarating night with Katie... went to watch a movie... dont remember what movie it was, it had Chris Rock in it, and it was kinda cool... but I wasn't paying too much attention... I dont think she was either... *grin*
She's such a toy... and then so much more than one to me.... It's great.
David Bowie. He's good at expression. Emotions. When I hear David Bowie's "Major Tom" - I hear the emotion of an astronaut crying out to his family in hope, asking mission control to tell his wife he loves her. I hear the emotion of someone who's crossed a million something miles, the accomplishment, fear, and astonishment... I hear Major Tom's feeling for being proud for his country, for the establishment that got him to where he is... Theres two emotions I get at once. Right when he says "Planet Earth is Blue and there's nothing I can do..." - It's as if he's astounded by the unreal sensation of being so far off, then frightened by the fear that he's alone and nobody can help him now, if something goes wrong. Once he realizes his fear, he comforts himself in the ship. He states that he trusts it knows which way to go. And releases his far...
And just as he tells his wife he loves her... poof... he's gone... contact is lost...
Can you imagine that... That feeling... Hopelessness... You know you're going to die... and you don't even know if mission control got the message to tell your wife... Emptiness.
I wish I could change my voice. I don't like it. Sometimes I want to change it to the singer of Offspring.... Or Nirvana... or even Bowie.
Oh well. Cant get everything.