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I want to go home :/
I'm homesick, I miss my pets and my family. I have no way to communicate unless someone goes online (Steph only :/) My landlords won't let me have rats anymore, because they said 'they could smell the cage from upstairs'. grr.. I'm upset, and trying to hold it together.
This hurts, and I'm feeling incredibly horrible tonight. I honestly can't wait to get back to school, being at 'home' isn't that great. The internet lags, so playing my games is hard. I hardly have any games installed, and I don't have the CDs for them.
I want a cell phone so badly, I honestly hate not being able to call or talk to my family. I also feel guilty for leaving all the pets with Steph, but I don't think she minds too much. I can help clean cages on weekends. I have enough time during weekdays to get homework finished, but I have nothing to do yet. I already did all my readings, and theres no assignments yet.
Tomorrow is a long day, but I don't think I'll mind. At least I'll have people to talk to at school. Here I'm so alone, and trying to get the bedding smell out of my room so that the landlords will at least let me keep my hamster. If I can't even have him.. ugh.
Being homesick sucks. Not having pets sucks even worse.
Maybe tomorrow I can ask to take one of the dogs in the clinic for a walk. I really need that interaction.
I think one of the hardest things, is that rats have such a short lifespan. 2 years if your lucky. I won't get to see them that often, and by the time I can be around them more.. They won't be there any longer. ;_; I already lost 3 rats in a month. I have 10 still, but the majority of them are over 1.5 years, and one of them is already 2 yrs. My oldest rats died this summer...
What to do.. what to do.. I'm soooo bored.. And to antsy to be able to watch TV
I'm homesick, I miss my pets and my family. I have no way to communicate unless someone goes online (Steph only :/) My landlords won't let me have rats anymore, because they said 'they could smell the cage from upstairs'. grr.. I'm upset, and trying to hold it together.
This hurts, and I'm feeling incredibly horrible tonight. I honestly can't wait to get back to school, being at 'home' isn't that great. The internet lags, so playing my games is hard. I hardly have any games installed, and I don't have the CDs for them.
I want a cell phone so badly, I honestly hate not being able to call or talk to my family. I also feel guilty for leaving all the pets with Steph, but I don't think she minds too much. I can help clean cages on weekends. I have enough time during weekdays to get homework finished, but I have nothing to do yet. I already did all my readings, and theres no assignments yet.
Tomorrow is a long day, but I don't think I'll mind. At least I'll have people to talk to at school. Here I'm so alone, and trying to get the bedding smell out of my room so that the landlords will at least let me keep my hamster. If I can't even have him.. ugh.
Being homesick sucks. Not having pets sucks even worse.
Maybe tomorrow I can ask to take one of the dogs in the clinic for a walk. I really need that interaction.
I think one of the hardest things, is that rats have such a short lifespan. 2 years if your lucky. I won't get to see them that often, and by the time I can be around them more.. They won't be there any longer. ;_; I already lost 3 rats in a month. I have 10 still, but the majority of them are over 1.5 years, and one of them is already 2 yrs. My oldest rats died this summer...
What to do.. what to do.. I'm soooo bored.. And to antsy to be able to watch TV