Kids these days.
Well,
It's been about 2 weeks since I've been on here.
The last week has had quite a U-Turn of events that I've been both confused and happier than I've EVER been.
But, the drawbacks are still clearing up slowly.
I still got a job.
I'm still a professional wrestler.
I'm also starting to referee.
And, I still got my family (Da'Boyz).
But, there have been a lot of quick changes.
A lot of DRAZTIK changes in my life.
I have a girlfriend again....for the 1st time in a year and a half.
I thought I was gonna stay single....shows how much my plans work out.
I'm not complaining, though. It's nice to have someone I CAN ACTUALLY RELATE TO.
That I can talk to about ANYTHING, and not have to worry about how she's gonna take it.
That I can sit down and watch a movie, or TV, or EVEN A WRESTLING MATCH, with.
And, not have her think that what I love is stupid, or a waste of time.
That doesn't get mad at me, or laugh at me, because I wanna wrestle.
I think I finally met my match.
Match.....ha.
I remember how I always used to compare my relationships to wrestling matches.
It used to piss some of them off.
But, I guess it's always been my outlook on things.
I was lied to.
By, the 2 people I never expected to lie to me.
It hurt.
But, that's how it goes.
I always said I could never be mad at my boys.
I keep that word.
But, I'm not even that worried about it.
I guess some drama went down after I left for work the other day.
I don't know who started it, I don't care.
But, it's gotta stop.
I have nothing to say about her.
Let alone, anything bad.
If she has issues with me.
It's not my problem.
I did nothing wrong.
I keep to myself and my girlfriend.
I mind my own business, and only expect those who have nothing to do with it...to stay out of it.
Otherwixe, it's just them looking stupid or immature.
What Jon did is none of my concern anymore.
I'm not mad at him.
I never was.
Yes, he lied to me.
Yes, he did more than he said.
But, he didn't know how I felt about it.
Not until he asked.
So, I can't blame him.
SHE, on the other hand, did know how I felt about it.
And, went ahead.
If she wanted to stay friends, that wasn't the way to do it.
But, it's not my problem.
Liz has become the one person that has surpised me the most.
Yes, I admit, that the way things came about were a little awkward.
But, I guess this is what was supposed to happen.
I always believed you gotta meet a couple of the wrong ones before you meet the right ones.
I've met a lot of wrong ones.
And, 1 REALLY wrong one.
But, it happens.
I'm just trying to survive.
Oh well.
Liz made me realize a lot of shit.
I plan on living the way I should have been.
Instead of how everyone else wanted me to.
She hasn't left my side for the last week, other than for work.
I feel bad because she lost one of her jobs.
We tried to find her a ride.
But, it just didn't work.
She helped me open my eyes.
As, much as I should have opened them on my own, I'm glad she helped.
Everyone's afraid I'm gonna hurt her.
I can see why they would be.
I have a BAD past.
I'm not worried about my past anymore.
I'm just worried about the future.
And, I just wanna see how this unfolds.
It's been about 2 weeks since I've been on here.
The last week has had quite a U-Turn of events that I've been both confused and happier than I've EVER been.
But, the drawbacks are still clearing up slowly.
I still got a job.
I'm still a professional wrestler.
I'm also starting to referee.
And, I still got my family (Da'Boyz).
But, there have been a lot of quick changes.
A lot of DRAZTIK changes in my life.
I have a girlfriend again....for the 1st time in a year and a half.
I thought I was gonna stay single....shows how much my plans work out.
I'm not complaining, though. It's nice to have someone I CAN ACTUALLY RELATE TO.
That I can talk to about ANYTHING, and not have to worry about how she's gonna take it.
That I can sit down and watch a movie, or TV, or EVEN A WRESTLING MATCH, with.
And, not have her think that what I love is stupid, or a waste of time.
That doesn't get mad at me, or laugh at me, because I wanna wrestle.
I think I finally met my match.
Match.....ha.
I remember how I always used to compare my relationships to wrestling matches.
It used to piss some of them off.
But, I guess it's always been my outlook on things.
I was lied to.
By, the 2 people I never expected to lie to me.
It hurt.
But, that's how it goes.
I always said I could never be mad at my boys.
I keep that word.
But, I'm not even that worried about it.
I guess some drama went down after I left for work the other day.
I don't know who started it, I don't care.
But, it's gotta stop.
I have nothing to say about her.
Let alone, anything bad.
If she has issues with me.
It's not my problem.
I did nothing wrong.
I keep to myself and my girlfriend.
I mind my own business, and only expect those who have nothing to do with it...to stay out of it.
Otherwixe, it's just them looking stupid or immature.
What Jon did is none of my concern anymore.
I'm not mad at him.
I never was.
Yes, he lied to me.
Yes, he did more than he said.
But, he didn't know how I felt about it.
Not until he asked.
So, I can't blame him.
SHE, on the other hand, did know how I felt about it.
And, went ahead.
If she wanted to stay friends, that wasn't the way to do it.
But, it's not my problem.
Liz has become the one person that has surpised me the most.
Yes, I admit, that the way things came about were a little awkward.
But, I guess this is what was supposed to happen.
I always believed you gotta meet a couple of the wrong ones before you meet the right ones.
I've met a lot of wrong ones.
And, 1 REALLY wrong one.
But, it happens.
I'm just trying to survive.
Oh well.
Liz made me realize a lot of shit.
I plan on living the way I should have been.
Instead of how everyone else wanted me to.
She hasn't left my side for the last week, other than for work.
I feel bad because she lost one of her jobs.
We tried to find her a ride.
But, it just didn't work.
She helped me open my eyes.
As, much as I should have opened them on my own, I'm glad she helped.
Everyone's afraid I'm gonna hurt her.
I can see why they would be.
I have a BAD past.
I'm not worried about my past anymore.
I'm just worried about the future.
And, I just wanna see how this unfolds.