I can't change.
I just want everyone to know
anyone who reads this that I'm drunk as hell while typing
so whether u see mistakes or not
it's a seriously drunk Draven writing this bullshit.
I DON'T CARE WHAT MELISSA...........OR ANYONE FOR THAT MATTER THINKS OF ME.
I have proven that I am who I am.
I'm trying to change who I am
But, what's the point anymore.
My wrestlers don't want me around anymore.
My friends barely want me around anymore.
My family don't want me around.
and the love of my life could care less if I live or die.
I don't care anymore.
If you all don't care.....then neither do I.
I have my own intentions for my self-destruction.
MCWA is either dead or alive.........either way.....they will do it without me.
My friends.......will ALL survive without me.
and Iris.......the one who kept me alive.
Could care less if I'm alive or dead.
If she cared
If she still loved me like she said she did
She would have given me the opportunity to prove that I'm different
That I can be who she needs in life
the security and comfort she needs
JANINE IS JUST AROUND BECAUSE SHE NEEDS THE COMFORT THAT I CAN'T GIVE HER.
I did shit that I will always regret and can never change....or make up for.
But, Iris never allowed me to prove otherwise.........
If she had.
Or if she would....I would have proven I am worth the last chance.
No questions asked.
So to all those who care whether I live or die.........FUCK YOU
TO ALL THOSE WHO DON'T ........FUCK YOU.
MY LIFE IS FUCKED
I CAN'T CHANGE WHAT I'VE DONE
I CAN'T CHANGE WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS
ONLY BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE THE CHANCE THAT I FUCKING DESERVE
THE SCARS WILL NEVER FUCKING HEAL
THE CUTS WILL REMAIN THE SAME
CUTS
CUTS
CUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I TRIED TO SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU
BUT, I KNOW I CAN'T
SO, WITHOUT FURTHER ADUE.
I will rid all of you of the burden of both Damion Draven.
and..........SEAN TIDWELL.
I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE.
I DON'T DESRVE TO SURVIVE
I JUST DESERVE TO DIE A SLOW...PAINFULL DEATH.
I DON'T CARE
MY BUSINESS IS OUT
MY NEWS IS OUT
MY LIFE HAS RUN OUT
ANYONE WHO HAS OBJECTIONS.............SAVE IT FOR THE FUCKING FUNERAL.
IRIS,
I HAVE SAID TIME AND TIME AGAIN........I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.
FOREVER AND ALWAYS.
BUT FROM THIS POINT ON.......MY GHOST WILL HAUNT THE ONES THAT CAUSED THIS.
THE ONES THAT CAUSED THIS ARE THE ONES I HELD THE CLOSEST.
BECAUSE, THEY'RE THE ONES THAT TORTURED AND TORMENTED ME THE MOST.
SURVIVAL ISN'T EVEN IN MY PLAN ANYMORE
DEATH IS THE ONLY WAY OUT FOR ME.
I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU IRIS..........FOREVER AND ALWAYS.
BUT,
'IT'S FOREVER NOW.'
anyone who reads this that I'm drunk as hell while typing
so whether u see mistakes or not
it's a seriously drunk Draven writing this bullshit.
I DON'T CARE WHAT MELISSA...........OR ANYONE FOR THAT MATTER THINKS OF ME.
I have proven that I am who I am.
I'm trying to change who I am
But, what's the point anymore.
My wrestlers don't want me around anymore.
My friends barely want me around anymore.
My family don't want me around.
and the love of my life could care less if I live or die.
I don't care anymore.
If you all don't care.....then neither do I.
I have my own intentions for my self-destruction.
MCWA is either dead or alive.........either way.....they will do it without me.
My friends.......will ALL survive without me.
and Iris.......the one who kept me alive.
Could care less if I'm alive or dead.
If she cared
If she still loved me like she said she did
She would have given me the opportunity to prove that I'm different
That I can be who she needs in life
the security and comfort she needs
JANINE IS JUST AROUND BECAUSE SHE NEEDS THE COMFORT THAT I CAN'T GIVE HER.
I did shit that I will always regret and can never change....or make up for.
But, Iris never allowed me to prove otherwise.........
If she had.
Or if she would....I would have proven I am worth the last chance.
No questions asked.
So to all those who care whether I live or die.........FUCK YOU
TO ALL THOSE WHO DON'T ........FUCK YOU.
MY LIFE IS FUCKED
I CAN'T CHANGE WHAT I'VE DONE
I CAN'T CHANGE WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS
ONLY BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE THE CHANCE THAT I FUCKING DESERVE
THE SCARS WILL NEVER FUCKING HEAL
THE CUTS WILL REMAIN THE SAME
CUTS
CUTS
CUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I TRIED TO SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU
BUT, I KNOW I CAN'T
SO, WITHOUT FURTHER ADUE.
I will rid all of you of the burden of both Damion Draven.
and..........SEAN TIDWELL.
I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE.
I DON'T DESRVE TO SURVIVE
I JUST DESERVE TO DIE A SLOW...PAINFULL DEATH.
I DON'T CARE
MY BUSINESS IS OUT
MY NEWS IS OUT
MY LIFE HAS RUN OUT
ANYONE WHO HAS OBJECTIONS.............SAVE IT FOR THE FUCKING FUNERAL.
IRIS,
I HAVE SAID TIME AND TIME AGAIN........I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.
FOREVER AND ALWAYS.
BUT FROM THIS POINT ON.......MY GHOST WILL HAUNT THE ONES THAT CAUSED THIS.
THE ONES THAT CAUSED THIS ARE THE ONES I HELD THE CLOSEST.
BECAUSE, THEY'RE THE ONES THAT TORTURED AND TORMENTED ME THE MOST.
SURVIVAL ISN'T EVEN IN MY PLAN ANYMORE
DEATH IS THE ONLY WAY OUT FOR ME.
I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU IRIS..........FOREVER AND ALWAYS.
BUT,
'IT'S FOREVER NOW.'