She seemed pretty sincere.....but, then again...
Ricky said all she does is lie and play head games...
She did it to him...
She did it to CT...
I listened to her...she listened to me...and she seemed pretty sincere...but, then again.
That happens sometimes.
I didn't expect for this to happen.
Alcohol is definately to blame this time....right after my dick.
I just got home from a ROUGH day at the wrestling school.
I was telling everyone about my day.
And for the most part, it was a pretty good day.
And, it was only about to get better.
I didn't realize that she was coming over until...
Ricky tossed me the keys..."Hey, Sean, when are you going to get Ana.
I said ,"Now if she's ready."
he tossed me the keys and said she was already offline.
I know a lot of people are going to see this that I don't want to read my things.
So if I know you don't want to read this...back out now.........trust me.
But for those who feel the same as I do....or are just too fuckin nosey...here it is.
Ana came over....Ricky said it would be cool if I fucked her.
I broke out the bottle...me, Ana, Jon, Ice, & Ricky all had a few shots.
Ana and I matched shots.
I was a little drunk....started thinkin about what Ricky said.
I started to see what she would do If I rubbed her neck.
She didn't stop me in the least bit.
Next I went for the collar....She stopped me after a while.
But, I think it was because there were so many people in the room.
Ana went to the bathroom.
When she came out we went downstairs...both of us drunk as hell.
She started telling me she liked me from the time she met me.
We started kissing....then feeling .......then stripping.
Nuff' said....I lost track of time while we were goin' at it.
We had Jon and Ricky keep bugging us from upstairs...they kept sayin'
Dude we gotta get her home....we didn't come upstairs until about 6:30.
She said it would be ok if she got home after 7:30 because no one would be there.
I hope she makes it home alright.
She's layin next to me right now on the couch.
She was pretty tired....I can understand why...up all night..
Didn't get to sleep until 7:30.
I'm sorry to those who are offended or hurt by this.
And to the ones who support what I did....Whatever.
I didn't get to finish with her.
I still haven't been to sleep.
After we stopped....we talked about a lot of things.
Her past.
My past.
She could be such a perfect person if she just found what REALLY makes her happy.
I tried to encourage her...being who I am...and experiencing what life has to offer so far.
I told her...it doesn't matter what other people think...or what they say to try and bring you down...as long as you find what makes you happy and live your life the way you have to...that's all that matters in the long run.
I was being honest...Was she?
Or is she as big a manipulator as I used to be?
Maybe we'll find out soon.
I hope.
She did it to him...
She did it to CT...
I listened to her...she listened to me...and she seemed pretty sincere...but, then again.
That happens sometimes.
I didn't expect for this to happen.
Alcohol is definately to blame this time....right after my dick.
I just got home from a ROUGH day at the wrestling school.
I was telling everyone about my day.
And for the most part, it was a pretty good day.
And, it was only about to get better.
I didn't realize that she was coming over until...
Ricky tossed me the keys..."Hey, Sean, when are you going to get Ana.
I said ,"Now if she's ready."
he tossed me the keys and said she was already offline.
I know a lot of people are going to see this that I don't want to read my things.
So if I know you don't want to read this...back out now.........trust me.
But for those who feel the same as I do....or are just too fuckin nosey...here it is.
Ana came over....Ricky said it would be cool if I fucked her.
I broke out the bottle...me, Ana, Jon, Ice, & Ricky all had a few shots.
Ana and I matched shots.
I was a little drunk....started thinkin about what Ricky said.
I started to see what she would do If I rubbed her neck.
She didn't stop me in the least bit.
Next I went for the collar....She stopped me after a while.
But, I think it was because there were so many people in the room.
Ana went to the bathroom.
When she came out we went downstairs...both of us drunk as hell.
She started telling me she liked me from the time she met me.
We started kissing....then feeling .......then stripping.
Nuff' said....I lost track of time while we were goin' at it.
We had Jon and Ricky keep bugging us from upstairs...they kept sayin'
Dude we gotta get her home....we didn't come upstairs until about 6:30.
She said it would be ok if she got home after 7:30 because no one would be there.
I hope she makes it home alright.
She's layin next to me right now on the couch.
She was pretty tired....I can understand why...up all night..
Didn't get to sleep until 7:30.
I'm sorry to those who are offended or hurt by this.
And to the ones who support what I did....Whatever.
I didn't get to finish with her.
I still haven't been to sleep.
After we stopped....we talked about a lot of things.
Her past.
My past.
She could be such a perfect person if she just found what REALLY makes her happy.
I tried to encourage her...being who I am...and experiencing what life has to offer so far.
I told her...it doesn't matter what other people think...or what they say to try and bring you down...as long as you find what makes you happy and live your life the way you have to...that's all that matters in the long run.
I was being honest...Was she?
Or is she as big a manipulator as I used to be?
Maybe we'll find out soon.
I hope.