Re: ??????????????????????????????????????????FUCK...LOLdesolate_dravenAugust 25 2005, 05:58:52 UTC
Dude....lol....don't you get it? I AM OVER IT.....BUT,...That doesn't mean that I don't worry about her. IF SHE DOESN'T WANNA BE WITH ME THAT'S HER DECISION.
HOWEVER.....YOU HAVEN'T BEEN WITH HER FOR 7 MONTHS... You might be with her now....but the last time she showed up at where I was living....she told me you guys broke up......and as far as you go. YOU DON'T DESERVE HER. AT LEAST I WAS THERE EVERYDAY INCASE SHE NEEDED ME....INSTEAD OF TAKING OFF AT THE DROP OF A DIME WITH ONE OF HER "BEST FRIENDS". I DIDN'T ORDER HER AROUND WHEN I WANTED SOMETHING.... I DIDN'T ACT LIKE SHE WAS THERE TO WAIT ON ME HAND AND FUCKING FOOT. I'VE BEEN AS CIVIL ABOUT THIS SHIT AS POSSIBLE. BUT, YOU JUST DON'T GET THE FUCKIN' PICTURE.
OH YEAH...SOMEONE TOLD ME TO CALL YOU A LOSER......
I KNOW LIZ DOESN'T WANNA BE WITH ME....BUT, I'M STILL HER FUCKIN' FRIEND....THAT'S WHY I WORRY ABOUT HER.
THAT AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT MY CHILD. SO, I WORRY ABOUT ANY STRESS THAT ASSHOLES LIKE YOU PUT ON HER AND MY CHILD!!!!!
YOU CAN SIT HERE AND TALK AND TALK ABOUT HOW SHE DOESN'T WANT ME BACK. BUT YOU DON'T REALIZE THAT DOESN'T BOTHER ME.
BUT, I KNOW DAMN WELL THAT THE ONLY TIME SHE WASN'T ABLE TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES....TOGETHER OR NOT....WAS WHEN SHE WAS AFRAID OF SOMETHING.
AND TRUST ME.....SHE HAS NOTHING TO FEAR FROM ME.
SHE KNOWS THAT BETTER THAN ANYONE.
Oh well....it doesn't matter.
I'm sick of going back and forth. I'm starting to be happy with my life. With or without her......but, we are still friends. And, I'm not gonna stop worrying about her just because she doesn't want me back.
So stop telling me not to worry about her. Together or not....I HAVE TO WORRY........EVEN IF IT'S JUST FOR MY CHILD'S SAKE.
Re: ??????????????????????????????????????????FUCK...LOLdesolate_dravenAugust 25 2005, 06:08:05 UTC
OH ywah....one more thing.....I just remembered....yeah...I was only with her for like 2 months... But, I knew her for, like,.....2 or 3 years.....and had feelings for her the entire time.
you knew her, what.....a few weeks? And, just like the others of that situation....you treat her like shit.
Re: ??????????????????????????????????????????FUCK...LOLakukamidesuAugust 26 2005, 06:03:05 UTC
hey hey hey easy there killer.... be nice to the assholes some of us are still suffering for our mistakes lol. anyways
IF U WANNA BE AN ASS JOEY OR HAVE AN OPINION THAT COUNTS START THINKING ABOUT THE RESPONSABILITIES U ARE ABOUT TO INHERIT. YOU MAY NOT BE A FATHER BUT U WILL BE A MALE ROLMODEL AND AT THE RATE YOUR FAGGOT ASS IS GOING I WOULDN'T TRUST YOU WITH MY GOD DAMN SCOOBY DOO CHIA PET.THERE IS A TIME IN A LITTLE BOYS LIFE WHEN HE MUST CAST ASIDE THE CHILDISH DREAMS OF HIS YOUTH AND TAKE UP HIS MANLY RESPONSIBILITIES! THAT TIME IS NOW! QUIT ACTING LIKE A JEALOUS CHILD AND TAKE CARE OF BUISNESS! by the way u still have my adress right? cause i have been expecting u everyday yet...... your to much of a puss to live up to your word. so get the fuck down here and take the beating i'mma throw u like a MAN!!!! faggot btw: later sean
Re: ??????????????????????????????????????????FUCK...LOLdesolate_dravenAugust 28 2005, 00:50:27 UTC
Sorry Kami....I wasn't meaning it so much about you as the other assholes on that list. But, I was just trying to make a point. That, maybe he's with her. But, I'm not gonna stop worrying just because of that. Hell, I'd worry about her more with him...than with anyone else. With certain exceptions of course. As long as she and I are still friends...I'm gonna worry about her. Just like I worried about her...LOOOOOONG before we were ever together.
And, as long as she and I have a daughter together....I'm gonna worry about her even more. Because, at this point, everything that affects Liz...affects my daughter. Be it, before she's born....or something she sees happen to her mom, while growing up. I don't want my daughter to believe that a woman is supposed to be a man's servant just because some asshole boyfriend or husband or whatever decided to order her mom around. I don't want my daughter to think that she has to stay with a guy no matter how much he cheats on her and treats her like shit....because that's what she experienced growing up.
And, I don't mean to keep going back and forth with everyone about all this shit. I'm just sick of people getting on my journal and reading my shit.....and misenterpereting it or misunderstanding it...then talking shit when they don't have a fucking clue what they're talking about.
It's old childish, dramatic bullshit and I'm sick of it.
I AM OVER IT.....BUT,...That doesn't mean that I don't worry about her.
IF SHE DOESN'T WANNA BE WITH ME THAT'S HER DECISION.
HOWEVER.....YOU HAVEN'T BEEN WITH HER FOR 7 MONTHS...
You might be with her now....but the last time she showed up at where I was living....she told me you guys broke up......and as far as you go.
YOU DON'T DESERVE HER.
AT LEAST I WAS THERE EVERYDAY INCASE SHE NEEDED ME....INSTEAD OF TAKING OFF AT THE DROP OF A DIME WITH ONE OF HER "BEST FRIENDS".
I DIDN'T ORDER HER AROUND WHEN I WANTED SOMETHING....
I DIDN'T ACT LIKE SHE WAS THERE TO WAIT ON ME HAND AND FUCKING FOOT.
I'VE BEEN AS CIVIL ABOUT THIS SHIT AS POSSIBLE.
BUT, YOU JUST DON'T GET THE FUCKIN' PICTURE.
OH YEAH...SOMEONE TOLD ME TO CALL YOU A LOSER......
I KNOW LIZ DOESN'T WANNA BE WITH ME....BUT, I'M STILL HER FUCKIN' FRIEND....THAT'S WHY I WORRY ABOUT HER.
THAT AND I'M WORRIED ABOUT MY CHILD.
SO, I WORRY ABOUT ANY STRESS THAT ASSHOLES LIKE YOU PUT ON HER AND MY CHILD!!!!!
YOU CAN SIT HERE AND TALK AND TALK ABOUT HOW SHE DOESN'T WANT ME BACK.
BUT YOU DON'T REALIZE THAT DOESN'T BOTHER ME.
BUT, I KNOW DAMN WELL THAT THE ONLY TIME SHE WASN'T ABLE TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES....TOGETHER OR NOT....WAS WHEN SHE WAS AFRAID OF SOMETHING.
AND TRUST ME.....SHE HAS NOTHING TO FEAR FROM ME.
SHE KNOWS THAT BETTER THAN ANYONE.
Oh well....it doesn't matter.
I'm sick of going back and forth.
I'm starting to be happy with my life.
With or without her......but, we are still friends.
And, I'm not gonna stop worrying about her just because she doesn't want me back.
So stop telling me not to worry about her.
Together or not....I HAVE TO WORRY........EVEN IF IT'S JUST FOR MY CHILD'S SAKE.
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But, I knew her for, like,.....2 or 3 years.....and had feelings for her the entire time.
you knew her, what.....a few weeks?
And, just like the others of that situation....you treat her like shit.
History seems to repeat itself.
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IF U WANNA BE AN ASS JOEY OR HAVE AN OPINION THAT COUNTS START THINKING ABOUT THE RESPONSABILITIES U ARE ABOUT TO INHERIT. YOU MAY NOT BE A FATHER BUT U WILL BE A MALE ROLMODEL AND AT THE RATE YOUR FAGGOT ASS IS GOING I WOULDN'T TRUST YOU WITH MY GOD DAMN SCOOBY DOO CHIA PET.THERE IS A TIME IN A LITTLE BOYS LIFE WHEN HE MUST CAST ASIDE THE CHILDISH DREAMS OF HIS YOUTH AND TAKE UP HIS MANLY RESPONSIBILITIES! THAT TIME IS NOW! QUIT ACTING LIKE A JEALOUS CHILD AND TAKE CARE OF BUISNESS! by the way u still have my adress right? cause i have been expecting u everyday yet...... your to much of a puss to live up to your word. so get the fuck down here and take the beating i'mma throw u like a MAN!!!!
faggot
btw: later sean
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But, I was just trying to make a point.
That, maybe he's with her.
But, I'm not gonna stop worrying just because of that.
Hell, I'd worry about her more with him...than with anyone else.
With certain exceptions of course.
As long as she and I are still friends...I'm gonna worry about her.
Just like I worried about her...LOOOOOONG before we were ever together.
And, as long as she and I have a daughter together....I'm gonna worry about her even more.
Because, at this point, everything that affects Liz...affects my daughter.
Be it, before she's born....or something she sees happen to her mom, while growing up.
I don't want my daughter to believe that a woman is supposed to be a man's servant just because some asshole boyfriend or husband or whatever decided to order her mom around.
I don't want my daughter to think that she has to stay with a guy no matter how much he cheats on her and treats her like shit....because that's what she experienced growing up.
And, I don't mean to keep going back and forth with everyone about all this shit.
I'm just sick of people getting on my journal and reading my shit.....and misenterpereting it or misunderstanding it...then talking shit when they don't have a fucking clue what they're talking about.
It's old childish, dramatic bullshit and I'm sick of it.
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