Fuck it........it's pointless.
Ok, so.....MCWA is dead......life goes on.
I'm still a pro-wrestler.
I'm still alive.
And, I'm still going to be a father.
Yes....Yes...I know....you're tired of hearing that.
But, I'm proud of that.....I'm actually excited.
I got assigned by the temp service to True Blue over here in LP.
I'm making 8 bucks an hour......but, unfortunately it may only be a few weeks.
That should be enough to get me a car though.
Something that will work long enough for me to get to a good job, preferrably in MC.
Then I can get either a new car or my own place right away.
And, get back onto paying rent with momma and poppa.
10 bucks a week ain't bad.......but I still gotta get on my own.
For my own sake.
I haven't been to class in like a week and a half.
Doug's probably pissed because we were gonna have a blue-mat on Monday.
I feel bad, but we just didn't have the gas money to go.
This will be the second EWF show in a row that I've missed, tomorrow.
I don't want to miss it.....but, once again.....no gas money.
The event this Sunday should be good though.
Hopefully everything is calm by then.
The last couple weeks have just been one bullshit thing after another.
I feel like shit.
I'm not eating when I should.
I've just barely been able to sleep at all.
And, it seems like no matter what I do, I'm always the bad guy to someone.
It pisses me off.
Especially when the other person can't accept being wrong.
I'm still the bad guy.
Fuck that.
Oh, well, it doesn't matter.
I'm done with the bullshit and the fighting.
If it's not one thing it's another.
If it's not one person it's another.
I give up.......I want out of this town.
I just want to be rid of the fucking stupid drama.
There's only 3 things keeping me here.
Jac,
The Camp,
and my daughter.
But, my daughter is reason enought to stick around.
GODDAMNIT.....I'm gonna be a father....do any of you know how good that feels?
Be quiet, Chewie...lol.
WEll.....not sure what else to say....but.
ULTRAVIOLENCE!!!
I'm still a pro-wrestler.
I'm still alive.
And, I'm still going to be a father.
Yes....Yes...I know....you're tired of hearing that.
But, I'm proud of that.....I'm actually excited.
I got assigned by the temp service to True Blue over here in LP.
I'm making 8 bucks an hour......but, unfortunately it may only be a few weeks.
That should be enough to get me a car though.
Something that will work long enough for me to get to a good job, preferrably in MC.
Then I can get either a new car or my own place right away.
And, get back onto paying rent with momma and poppa.
10 bucks a week ain't bad.......but I still gotta get on my own.
For my own sake.
I haven't been to class in like a week and a half.
Doug's probably pissed because we were gonna have a blue-mat on Monday.
I feel bad, but we just didn't have the gas money to go.
This will be the second EWF show in a row that I've missed, tomorrow.
I don't want to miss it.....but, once again.....no gas money.
The event this Sunday should be good though.
Hopefully everything is calm by then.
The last couple weeks have just been one bullshit thing after another.
I feel like shit.
I'm not eating when I should.
I've just barely been able to sleep at all.
And, it seems like no matter what I do, I'm always the bad guy to someone.
It pisses me off.
Especially when the other person can't accept being wrong.
I'm still the bad guy.
Fuck that.
Oh, well, it doesn't matter.
I'm done with the bullshit and the fighting.
If it's not one thing it's another.
If it's not one person it's another.
I give up.......I want out of this town.
I just want to be rid of the fucking stupid drama.
There's only 3 things keeping me here.
Jac,
The Camp,
and my daughter.
But, my daughter is reason enought to stick around.
GODDAMNIT.....I'm gonna be a father....do any of you know how good that feels?
Be quiet, Chewie...lol.
WEll.....not sure what else to say....but.
ULTRAVIOLENCE!!!