Yup, everything's clear as mud
I think i'm a fool for words. I think I really am. What do you do when someone tells you they love you, so much but you have no idea what way its meant? Why do I feel like I'm the only one who encounters such predicaments. Maybe its my pure lack of self esteem and belief in myself that someone would actually want to date me (cue the violins) I think guys like the idea of me but my personality doesnt fit my appearance or maybe it does. I don't know but theres a serious issue and possibly a direct correlation between me not liking myself physically and screwing up what people say to me and what they really mean.
I have a phenominal personality if I say so myself and I think that being unattractive makes you improve in other aspects of your life and I've done so quite well. So personality, triple check. Because I have a great one, which obviously i cant stress that enough.
so yea, i don't know whats wrong with me. Maybe i'm so desperate for someone to love me. I mean really love me, eventhough I know I won't be with them forever, unless they're british, italian, french, german, or any other wonderful eauropean male with their beautiful accents. They don't have to be beautiful, but their accents should.
I think everyone should have an ugly phase of their life for 2 or 3 years, ugly in terms of society because I life's much easier for pretty people. I know pretty people say that life's not easy for them, but try being ugly and then see how much easier your life is. I mean, I can list a few things that arent cool about being pretty, i.e. always being judged and looked at like eye candy and being degraded, male or female but I'd rather know that they were looking at my ass than hearing them say "wow, look at that hot girl. I wish we had girls like that, that worked here." I know and you say to yourself, wow, you just work with assholes, but they're not all assholes just enough to make life suck.
I have a phenominal personality if I say so myself and I think that being unattractive makes you improve in other aspects of your life and I've done so quite well. So personality, triple check. Because I have a great one, which obviously i cant stress that enough.
so yea, i don't know whats wrong with me. Maybe i'm so desperate for someone to love me. I mean really love me, eventhough I know I won't be with them forever, unless they're british, italian, french, german, or any other wonderful eauropean male with their beautiful accents. They don't have to be beautiful, but their accents should.
I think everyone should have an ugly phase of their life for 2 or 3 years, ugly in terms of society because I life's much easier for pretty people. I know pretty people say that life's not easy for them, but try being ugly and then see how much easier your life is. I mean, I can list a few things that arent cool about being pretty, i.e. always being judged and looked at like eye candy and being degraded, male or female but I'd rather know that they were looking at my ass than hearing them say "wow, look at that hot girl. I wish we had girls like that, that worked here." I know and you say to yourself, wow, you just work with assholes, but they're not all assholes just enough to make life suck.