I don't want to grow up.
Being an adult is a pain in the ass.
I'm really broke right now. Really. I have 40 bucks to my name and I'm in a crap ton of debt. I can't even go back to school because I owe LCC $1050.50. Maybe I if just pay the .50 I can register for classes again, ha.
I'm not even going to TALK about my credit card debt. My mom thought it would be such a "great idea" for me to get one. It was pretty much the worst decision I could've ever made.
I got laid off from Sears Portrait Studio about two weeks ago. That couldn't have happened at a better time. Ugh. Fuck them. They weren't even going to call and tell me. I had to call them, wait on the phone for a half hour, call their other line and ask them if they needed to tell me anything important. Kelly's all "Oh yeah! We had to lay you and a couple of others off!". Fuck her.
I'm probably the shittiest roomate ever. But not really. I keep everything so fucking clean in that shithole.
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I'm now living in Holt. It's alright, sort of stressful. VERY stressful. I'm pretty sure that's where my bells palsy came from. Being so stressed out all the fucking time...It's just really far away from everything and since I don't drive(STILL), Brandon drives me around everywhere. What a crappy girlfriend I am sometimes.
I love him to death though, he's doing so much for me. If it weren't for him, I'd be high-tailing it back over here to my mom's...
At least the bells palsy is gone completely. I was so fucking hideous with it. I thought it would never go away. Except yesterday, I felt a pain in my ear/jaw again that was familiar. Oh shit, what if I get it again? I'd kill myself. Srsly. :P
Aw, my little brother's so cute. I'm over at my mom's right now. He came up and hugged me out of nowhere and was like "You're my best fwend!".
Anyway, I've been drinking more often than not lately. It's fun/sloppy. Not that I get sloppy drunk or anything. But you know. Maybe that's why I'm so broke. That and cigarettes. God, if I could just stop smoking. That's an extra 30 bucks or so in my pocket every month. I could totally be responsible and use that.
Oh my god, proofreading this entry is making me grind my teeth and want a cigarette really bad.
Okay, so I'm leaving now. Probably won't update again for months and months.
Wish me luck.
I'm really broke right now. Really. I have 40 bucks to my name and I'm in a crap ton of debt. I can't even go back to school because I owe LCC $1050.50. Maybe I if just pay the .50 I can register for classes again, ha.
I'm not even going to TALK about my credit card debt. My mom thought it would be such a "great idea" for me to get one. It was pretty much the worst decision I could've ever made.
I got laid off from Sears Portrait Studio about two weeks ago. That couldn't have happened at a better time. Ugh. Fuck them. They weren't even going to call and tell me. I had to call them, wait on the phone for a half hour, call their other line and ask them if they needed to tell me anything important. Kelly's all "Oh yeah! We had to lay you and a couple of others off!". Fuck her.
I'm probably the shittiest roomate ever. But not really. I keep everything so fucking clean in that shithole.
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I'm now living in Holt. It's alright, sort of stressful. VERY stressful. I'm pretty sure that's where my bells palsy came from. Being so stressed out all the fucking time...It's just really far away from everything and since I don't drive(STILL), Brandon drives me around everywhere. What a crappy girlfriend I am sometimes.
I love him to death though, he's doing so much for me. If it weren't for him, I'd be high-tailing it back over here to my mom's...
At least the bells palsy is gone completely. I was so fucking hideous with it. I thought it would never go away. Except yesterday, I felt a pain in my ear/jaw again that was familiar. Oh shit, what if I get it again? I'd kill myself. Srsly. :P
Aw, my little brother's so cute. I'm over at my mom's right now. He came up and hugged me out of nowhere and was like "You're my best fwend!".
Anyway, I've been drinking more often than not lately. It's fun/sloppy. Not that I get sloppy drunk or anything. But you know. Maybe that's why I'm so broke. That and cigarettes. God, if I could just stop smoking. That's an extra 30 bucks or so in my pocket every month. I could totally be responsible and use that.
Oh my god, proofreading this entry is making me grind my teeth and want a cigarette really bad.
Okay, so I'm leaving now. Probably won't update again for months and months.
Wish me luck.