wildness woman with twigs in her hair.
camping for three days, i thought would be hell.
but in reality i had a blast.
ive never smoked that much weed in three days.
& drank so much burbon.
-for once i didnt care about what i looked like,
or smelled like for that matter.
i was covered in dirt and my legs could have cut someone
and still i felt kinda hot all into nature and all? haha.
*im guessing that everything is officially dead with the boy.
i cant take him starring at me from across the fire
and shaking me when were in the car to see if im awake
[and me pretending to be assleep, when really i wanted to crawl in the backseat with him].
but hes just a cloud of confusion and weed.
hes so high all the time i have no idea what the hell is going through his head
& my solution thus far is too get as high as him.
i cant get his smile out of my head, or his laugh.
this is the first time i think ive fallen head over heels for someone who isnt reciprocating anything.
theres only one ending to this story, heartbreak.
its like my horoscope said..
"many suitors are chasing you, trying to buy a minute of your time,
but the one you chose to be around is the one not fighting for you".