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my mom's like i hate you! so she made me go to school anyways. I got there like when lunch started. I should of just waited till she drove off and skipped again, but wandering around for that long seemed pointless if you're alone. so today maria had my lunch period cause of some test or whatever so i got to see her! then i got a sucker again cause i forgot to eat anything. oh and towards the end of lunch i saw this dude selling cotton candy and he was like here you can have some for free, godbless! ..hmm i guess it was for some religious club type thing? damnit..i'm gonna fail geography..actually i'm probably doing bad in all my classes. everyday goes terribly now. worst is at home of course. last night i just walked around outside at who knows what time and looked at the stars cause i needed to breathe. away from that cage of a house. maybe sometime i can just ride my bike over to sara's at night when things get bad. she's the closest to my house i think. but that'd be weird i guess so nevermind..i've become too crazy as it is. i just wanna be alone. if i'm not constantly with someone i freak out. so it's better to just never see anyone ever. if i was ever the last person on earth with just one other person, i'd kill him/her and not worry about repopulating the earth. i wouldn't go rade stores and see places either just cause i can, i'd just walk to the beach or something and lay there, not eat or drink or move, just lay there watching life around me untill i die.