its been a long, long time since i've purged my thoughts on this screen. and really no time at all
i'm spending many hours doing non-profit work that (obviously doesn't pay well, and) pushes me to the edge of what i'm capable of. amazingly i can prepare a press release, simple advertisements, newsletters, brochures, facilitate T-SHIRTS, design and make a booth happen in twelve days or less, and come up with some kind of workable business plan that makes sense in the adult world.
and then i've got my real job. if you can call it that. it's increasingly difficult to distinguish the gestapo from those i see every day.
and i'm still missing big pieces of my life that i need back to grow. i'm stagnating. or simply treading muck in a stagnant pond.
my brain feels slightly broken, but my heart would be okay if it didn't feel like it will thunder out of my chest if one more insignificant thing or anything anywhere happens in the universe to anyone, should i find out about it.
if anyone is interested in finding out more about how to make a change in the world, and doesn't mind listening to an hour-long rant on the drug war, wasting resources, tales of cavity searches, and laws against nature, feel free to ask.
i am just too drained to want to fully divulge for now, i'll just leave it there in case you're interested.
PS. Spartacus sucks. BIG TIME.
PPS. vote for me & my roommate as Miss High Times:
misshightimes.com/users/unit-d