(no subject)
i'm awful and unreal
and nothing in me can feel
anything at all
i'm pretty on the outside
that's all i tell myself
i'm ugly on the inside
a sacrifice i had to make
i'm poison in your birthday cake
i'm something sweet to the naked taste
but truthfully, my soul's misplaced
i gave it away
one fateful day
made a deal have it replaced
i opened my mouth and in crawled SHE
and inside she wrestled around with me
and eventually
i was pretty
and mean and i wanted to be
i enjoy causing pain
i enjoy bloody rain
fear the wrath of this sociopath
ha. shit. i just talked to zak. it always makes me uncomfortable. and i usually have no interest, but somehow i found myself challenged. he told me he was married.
and now i'm suddenly talking to conrad. for the first time in years.
i feel like the audience and the performer. and i might not be doing a good job, but we're still amused.
and nothing in me can feel
anything at all
i'm pretty on the outside
that's all i tell myself
i'm ugly on the inside
a sacrifice i had to make
i'm poison in your birthday cake
i'm something sweet to the naked taste
but truthfully, my soul's misplaced
i gave it away
one fateful day
made a deal have it replaced
i opened my mouth and in crawled SHE
and inside she wrestled around with me
and eventually
i was pretty
and mean and i wanted to be
i enjoy causing pain
i enjoy bloody rain
fear the wrath of this sociopath
ha. shit. i just talked to zak. it always makes me uncomfortable. and i usually have no interest, but somehow i found myself challenged. he told me he was married.
and now i'm suddenly talking to conrad. for the first time in years.
i feel like the audience and the performer. and i might not be doing a good job, but we're still amused.