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it's such a shame i can't remember.
and i can't cry about it, because i feel nothing.
i just know it all has to change before i consider it to be okay again.
i'm not living a disney movie.
their claws are out and in my skin.
i can't seem to get away fast enough to save myself or my secret.
i hate the feeling that it's all a lie.
and i can't shake it, without a poison to distract me.
it clouds my brain and deludes me for a few moments at best
or just reminds me at worst
either way, it's coming.
and anyway, it left.
and i can't cry about it, because i feel nothing.
i just know it all has to change before i consider it to be okay again.
i'm not living a disney movie.
their claws are out and in my skin.
i can't seem to get away fast enough to save myself or my secret.
i hate the feeling that it's all a lie.
and i can't shake it, without a poison to distract me.
it clouds my brain and deludes me for a few moments at best
or just reminds me at worst
either way, it's coming.
and anyway, it left.