Remove That Veil, You're Fading In The Head
OCD... ummmm, not so cool. Of course, that's just what several people claim and after reviewing exactly what it is I did and still want to do, could be a bit. Or, you know, just me being all weird.
Dirt and muddy water trekked in on my floor along with a distinct odor that was not pleasant to me at all. No, no not cool. Freak out levels of not cool. To the point where I actually used one of the Swifter wet cloths to clean it up before I exploded from having it there. Didn't stop there, either. I had to hang all of my clothes up or fold them and put them away and I had a complete inability to keep still. Then I started... well, I started arguing with myself about how wrong, or right, it was that I had done what I did and was still feeling this absolutely insane need to clean every last inch of my room. Yet I was also incapable of doing that because there are things in my room that aren't mine and it was making me very, very twitchy. Beyond twitchy, even.
Went to Wal-mart with Cyndi and Ryan shortly after this, and I kept straightening things on the shelves, or making them even. Yes I'm serious and I wasn't even really thinking about it. My fingers just itched to fix it, so I did.
Better now, though I still want to get up and straighten even though I know I can't because what I want to do is move everything like I'll need to, but I can't because it's late and dead hours etc. etc. So instead of straightening I am trying to explain to myself why I can't, and why I shouldn't. I am not an overly neat person, really, just take a look at my room. It's like what would happen a couple times a year, if even that, when I was at home. I'd just be sitting and something would catch my eye, a dusty screen or a dirty window, and I would suddenly be overcome by this desire to clean the entire damn house. And I would do it, even got Kid to help me out a couple of times. Everything in the house, from one end to the other, would be spotless and organized by the time that I stopped. Of course, I was completely disgusted with myself afterwards because I hate housework of any and every sort. That's what this is, triggered by a dirty floor and twitchyness, but I got dragged away before I could get fully into it. Which just means it'll hit me again and I'll have to clean and straighten and make all of it as perfect as possible before my mind will shut the hell up.
E.T.A. - ...okay, I sound crazy. Definitely not liking this. Maybe it's exam stress that I was feeling and showing no signs of...? Or it's just- nope, done. I'm going to write and stop twitching about my room, because damnit it'll be clean enough soon!
Oh, and this:
Crackpot - INTJ
20% Extraversion, 73% Intuition, 60% Thinking, 60% Judging
People hate you.
Paris Hilton hates Nicole Richie. Lex Luther hates Superman. Garfield hates Mondays.
But none these even rates against the insurmountable hate, people have for you.
I mean, you're pretty damn clever and you know it. You love to flaunt your potential. Heard the word "arrogant" lately? How about "jerk?" Or perhaps they only say that behind your back.
That's right. I know I can say this cause you're not going to cry. You're not exactly the most emotional person. You'd rather spend time with your theoretical questions and abstract theories than with other people.
Ever been kissed? Ever even been on a date? Trust me, your inflated ego is a complete turnoff with the opposite sex and I am telling you, you're not that great with relationships as it is. You're never going to be a dude or chick magnet, purely because you're more concerned with yourself than others. Meh. They all hate you already anyway.
How about this- "stubborn?" Hrm? Heard that lately? All those facts which don't fit your theories must just be wrong, right? I mean, really, the vast amounts of time you spend with your head in the clouds...you're just plain strange.
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If you want to learn more about your personality type in a slightly less negative way, check out this.
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The other personality types are as follows...
Loner - Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Pushover - Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Criminal - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Borefest - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Almost Perfect - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Freak - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Loser - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Clown - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Sap - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Commander - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Do Gooder - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Scumbag - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Busybody - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Prick - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Dictator - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 99% on Extraversion
You scored higher than 99% on Intuition
You scored higher than 99% on Thinking
You scored higher than 99% on Judging
Link: The Brutally Honest Personality Test written by UltimateMaster on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
Damn... am I that bad? Although I have been on a date and I have been kissed. So there.
Dirt and muddy water trekked in on my floor along with a distinct odor that was not pleasant to me at all. No, no not cool. Freak out levels of not cool. To the point where I actually used one of the Swifter wet cloths to clean it up before I exploded from having it there. Didn't stop there, either. I had to hang all of my clothes up or fold them and put them away and I had a complete inability to keep still. Then I started... well, I started arguing with myself about how wrong, or right, it was that I had done what I did and was still feeling this absolutely insane need to clean every last inch of my room. Yet I was also incapable of doing that because there are things in my room that aren't mine and it was making me very, very twitchy. Beyond twitchy, even.
Went to Wal-mart with Cyndi and Ryan shortly after this, and I kept straightening things on the shelves, or making them even. Yes I'm serious and I wasn't even really thinking about it. My fingers just itched to fix it, so I did.
Better now, though I still want to get up and straighten even though I know I can't because what I want to do is move everything like I'll need to, but I can't because it's late and dead hours etc. etc. So instead of straightening I am trying to explain to myself why I can't, and why I shouldn't. I am not an overly neat person, really, just take a look at my room. It's like what would happen a couple times a year, if even that, when I was at home. I'd just be sitting and something would catch my eye, a dusty screen or a dirty window, and I would suddenly be overcome by this desire to clean the entire damn house. And I would do it, even got Kid to help me out a couple of times. Everything in the house, from one end to the other, would be spotless and organized by the time that I stopped. Of course, I was completely disgusted with myself afterwards because I hate housework of any and every sort. That's what this is, triggered by a dirty floor and twitchyness, but I got dragged away before I could get fully into it. Which just means it'll hit me again and I'll have to clean and straighten and make all of it as perfect as possible before my mind will shut the hell up.
E.T.A. - ...okay, I sound crazy. Definitely not liking this. Maybe it's exam stress that I was feeling and showing no signs of...? Or it's just- nope, done. I'm going to write and stop twitching about my room, because damnit it'll be clean enough soon!
Oh, and this:
Crackpot - INTJ
20% Extraversion, 73% Intuition, 60% Thinking, 60% Judging
People hate you.
Paris Hilton hates Nicole Richie. Lex Luther hates Superman. Garfield hates Mondays.
But none these even rates against the insurmountable hate, people have for you.
I mean, you're pretty damn clever and you know it. You love to flaunt your potential. Heard the word "arrogant" lately? How about "jerk?" Or perhaps they only say that behind your back.
That's right. I know I can say this cause you're not going to cry. You're not exactly the most emotional person. You'd rather spend time with your theoretical questions and abstract theories than with other people.
Ever been kissed? Ever even been on a date? Trust me, your inflated ego is a complete turnoff with the opposite sex and I am telling you, you're not that great with relationships as it is. You're never going to be a dude or chick magnet, purely because you're more concerned with yourself than others. Meh. They all hate you already anyway.
How about this- "stubborn?" Hrm? Heard that lately? All those facts which don't fit your theories must just be wrong, right? I mean, really, the vast amounts of time you spend with your head in the clouds...you're just plain strange.
*****************
If you want to learn more about your personality type in a slightly less negative way, check out this.
*****************
The other personality types are as follows...
Loner - Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Pushover - Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Criminal - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Borefest - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Almost Perfect - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Freak - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Loser - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Clown - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Sap - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Commander - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Do Gooder - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Scumbag - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Busybody - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Prick - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Dictator - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
You scored higher than 99% on Extraversion
You scored higher than 99% on Intuition
You scored higher than 99% on Thinking
You scored higher than 99% on Judging
Link: The Brutally Honest Personality Test written by UltimateMaster on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
Damn... am I that bad? Although I have been on a date and I have been kissed. So there.