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I was looking through my old old myspace messages..
thought this was funny.
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From: CHRIS Spring Break
Date: Oct 19, 2005 3:45 PM
Subject: babyyy
Body: just wanted to tell you how happy you make me.
and that you are beautiful.
<3
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way to fall for it every time Nicole, every time.
I think i'm done with lj for a little bit. I'm moving out. Out of state. Hopefully I can forget about everything bad that's been happening to me. It's December 2nd right now.. My birthday is soon.. 18 days. I'll be 21. Another year older. I think i'll have a good new years resolution. I just have to think of one. It's all like, coming to me at the same time. So I can't pick which one I want. haha
I know some people have totally gotten the best of me lately. I've been super emotional, it's just hard when sso many things happen at the same time. I don't really know how to deal with that. Hell, I can't even deal with one thing at a time. I think it'll go away soon though, or hopefully. I mean this year has been out of control. Me and Dylan broke up after almost 5 years, so I went through some hard times even though I was the one that broke it off. My father died, of course i've never even dealt with such a thing in my life. To where when it did happen, I didn't have anyone to talk to, or tell me "everything will be okay Nicole." I met Richard after talking it up for the past 4 years almost, and it turned out perfect. Except for the fact that he moved right when things were going right. Now we don't talk to each other period. My best friend in the whole world calls me out of nowhere and tells me shes moving. Then never called me again. I don't even know if she's alive. Finally talked to Chris [that one boy] Andrews, after almost 4 years of 'omg he's cute' it almost worked out to be amazing. That situation taught me a lot about long distance anything. It was like any guy I talked to, or any girl he'd talked to, we'd automatically get jealous just because we couldn't even see each other. So I don't suggest it. Even though they are "perfect", I don't care if it's absolutley unbelievable.. don't do it. You'll get hurt even harder than if they live down the street. I just can't believe that it's so hard to get over a certain someone. It's actually making me sick of myself, but it'll happen. Eventually.
Well, basically what i'm trying to say is.. it's been a hard year. But it's all been worth it. It's life. I'm stoked for my bday, and my bday vacation.. moving the hell out of here, so I can start all over.. Next year is going to be amazing. I rrreally do wish I got to go to SC in Jan, that would've been fun regardless. Eh, life goes on.
♥
thought this was funny.
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From: CHRIS Spring Break
Date: Oct 19, 2005 3:45 PM
Subject: babyyy
Body: just wanted to tell you how happy you make me.
and that you are beautiful.
<3
_____________________________________________________
way to fall for it every time Nicole, every time.
I think i'm done with lj for a little bit. I'm moving out. Out of state. Hopefully I can forget about everything bad that's been happening to me. It's December 2nd right now.. My birthday is soon.. 18 days. I'll be 21. Another year older. I think i'll have a good new years resolution. I just have to think of one. It's all like, coming to me at the same time. So I can't pick which one I want. haha
I know some people have totally gotten the best of me lately. I've been super emotional, it's just hard when sso many things happen at the same time. I don't really know how to deal with that. Hell, I can't even deal with one thing at a time. I think it'll go away soon though, or hopefully. I mean this year has been out of control. Me and Dylan broke up after almost 5 years, so I went through some hard times even though I was the one that broke it off. My father died, of course i've never even dealt with such a thing in my life. To where when it did happen, I didn't have anyone to talk to, or tell me "everything will be okay Nicole." I met Richard after talking it up for the past 4 years almost, and it turned out perfect. Except for the fact that he moved right when things were going right. Now we don't talk to each other period. My best friend in the whole world calls me out of nowhere and tells me shes moving. Then never called me again. I don't even know if she's alive. Finally talked to Chris [that one boy] Andrews, after almost 4 years of 'omg he's cute' it almost worked out to be amazing. That situation taught me a lot about long distance anything. It was like any guy I talked to, or any girl he'd talked to, we'd automatically get jealous just because we couldn't even see each other. So I don't suggest it. Even though they are "perfect", I don't care if it's absolutley unbelievable.. don't do it. You'll get hurt even harder than if they live down the street. I just can't believe that it's so hard to get over a certain someone. It's actually making me sick of myself, but it'll happen. Eventually.
Well, basically what i'm trying to say is.. it's been a hard year. But it's all been worth it. It's life. I'm stoked for my bday, and my bday vacation.. moving the hell out of here, so I can start all over.. Next year is going to be amazing. I rrreally do wish I got to go to SC in Jan, that would've been fun regardless. Eh, life goes on.
♥