* aLmOsT oVeR iT *
pOeM i WrOtE tOdAy...
I used to be the little girl that brough smiles to the crowd
I would make everyone laugh, never knowing how
But now all those tears I left unseen
Are begining to come crashing down on me
I used to never care what other thought
Or the love by certain guys I never got
But now all those feelings are ignored
All the No's built up, and now I'm flored
Why couldn't I just see
My simple life isn't meant to be
All the shit I put people threw
The pain I created I never knew
Now I am left all alone
No more long talks on the phone
Sitting by myself wondering why
I feel, or want, and deserve to die
Always fighting back numerous tears
Holding back inside my deepest darkest fears
Now this little girl wants to break down and cry
And couldn't tell one single person by...but she really wants to die
I used to be the little girl that brough smiles to the crowd
I would make everyone laugh, never knowing how
But now all those tears I left unseen
Are begining to come crashing down on me
I used to never care what other thought
Or the love by certain guys I never got
But now all those feelings are ignored
All the No's built up, and now I'm flored
Why couldn't I just see
My simple life isn't meant to be
All the shit I put people threw
The pain I created I never knew
Now I am left all alone
No more long talks on the phone
Sitting by myself wondering why
I feel, or want, and deserve to die
Always fighting back numerous tears
Holding back inside my deepest darkest fears
Now this little girl wants to break down and cry
And couldn't tell one single person by...but she really wants to die