if i told you this was killing me, would you stop?

[designedfailure]

yep. i guess this is it guys. as alot of you know, this journal means sooo much to me. i love it in every way. for the past 6 months or so, i've written nearly every detail of my life in this journal. its been with me thru good times and bad. i dont know what to say right now. its one of the few times that i've been caught speechless. this will be

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words to live by

[anonymous]

Listen Hun I know its hard not to dwell on the past but if you do it will dwell on your future take your life away from what "happened" and think of things that could happen your life hasn't been that awful to take the past and let it live on through the rest of your life forget it. If you end this journal good riddance this journal can make you or brake you and either isn't worth to be able to write things on the Internet so everyone can read learn that not everyone is life is going to hurt you take people as they come you should learn right away about people what they could possibly do in the future no all girls are sluts or hoes or bitches they are not all malicious beast who are out to stomp on your hearts and eat your brains don't say if girls deserve to be treated like shit that's the only time they are girls are people too and to say anyone deserves to be treated like shit weather or not they deserve it will take your life and limit anything that can result in a great relationship i have read your journal for a while and i understand not being happy and hiding it i do it everyday you wouldn't believe the amount of people that do its hard really hard but i know i just deal with the constant lying from myself its unhealthy but i completely understand you this is not criticism it is advice take it if you want but remember advice is a simple outlook of a way to change something from an outside source you can take it or not its up too you but relax try and enjoy being a teenager don't always think life is screwing you over go get drunk or high or something enjoy everything when it is there instead of dwelling on the past
i shall leave this anonymous because that's the best source to take advice from so you never take it from where it come! enjoy Phil never forget to enjoy

Re: words to live by

[designedfailure]

altho i could barely understand what you wrote (punctuation anyone?), i appreciate the fact that you took all that time to write that. and i agree with you, after a while, it gets hard to fake a smile every time. and if you have been reading this like you say, you would know that i shouldve stopped writing back in may... i regret not stopping. and as we all know. regrets are worthless.

and if you left your name, i'd love you forever.

Re: words to live by

[anonymous]

sorry no punctuation but i wrote it quick and didn't get a chance to revise. i write how i talk fast and in one large sentence so i apologize. well anyway you know me but not well but we will leave it at that and good luck and don't take life to seriously.