late night thoughts and such
before i start the next edition of this pathetic bullshit that is known as phil's journal... one minor note. i just "un-privatized" my last journal entry. b/c at this point. i really dont give a fuck if people think twice about it. ok. now that i got that out of the way...
does anyone else find, that when someone hurts you, you always end up comforting the person that hurt you because they feel so bad about it? or is it just me? i'm so weird like that. i'm pretty fake if you want to call it that. b/c if you manage to piss me off, then apologize for it... i wont act like i'm still mad, even tho, most likely, i probably am, since i hold my fair share of grudges.
laur called before and we talked to like 2 hours. that was cool since i really hadnt talked to her in sooooo long. she's going to florida like tuesday. boooo. hah. also, she sang avril to me for a little bit. haha. rock.
people say that i think about things too much. yes. that is an accurate statement. i dont know how some people can just shrug things off. i'm such the opposite. i remember pretty much everything that anyone ever says. this is kind of off topic, but i dont know about other people, but my aol away messages are basically reflective of how i'm feeling at the time. i dont throw some cheesy lyric just for the hell of it. and yea, if you thnk the away message is directed at you, i would suggest you talk to me about it. because if you've ever been the person my away message has been about, realize that you've caused me enough sadness / anger / bittnerness for me to actually take time out of my life, to find a lyric that applies to you.
i feel like skanking. right now. in my room. i'm not sure why tho. i'm so hyper, even tho its like 4 in the morning right now.
webcams are such a wonderful invention. its funny to see the facial reaction of people change as you mention certain people.
plan for tomorow: start my summer assignments for school. not start, but i have to actually be productive and do some work. because tuesday, i have to go the dentist, then get my hair cut, then go to work. wednesday, i have to work, then go to brandnew/tbs ... thursday is work... so yea. time is running out. and i have to get shit done.
<3 music obsession of the day: yellowcard, hot rod circuit, the ataris <3
umm. yep, thats about it. i think i'm going to bed now... goodnight.
-- short stories with tragic endings --
does anyone else find, that when someone hurts you, you always end up comforting the person that hurt you because they feel so bad about it? or is it just me? i'm so weird like that. i'm pretty fake if you want to call it that. b/c if you manage to piss me off, then apologize for it... i wont act like i'm still mad, even tho, most likely, i probably am, since i hold my fair share of grudges.
laur called before and we talked to like 2 hours. that was cool since i really hadnt talked to her in sooooo long. she's going to florida like tuesday. boooo. hah. also, she sang avril to me for a little bit. haha. rock.
people say that i think about things too much. yes. that is an accurate statement. i dont know how some people can just shrug things off. i'm such the opposite. i remember pretty much everything that anyone ever says. this is kind of off topic, but i dont know about other people, but my aol away messages are basically reflective of how i'm feeling at the time. i dont throw some cheesy lyric just for the hell of it. and yea, if you thnk the away message is directed at you, i would suggest you talk to me about it. because if you've ever been the person my away message has been about, realize that you've caused me enough sadness / anger / bittnerness for me to actually take time out of my life, to find a lyric that applies to you.
i feel like skanking. right now. in my room. i'm not sure why tho. i'm so hyper, even tho its like 4 in the morning right now.
webcams are such a wonderful invention. its funny to see the facial reaction of people change as you mention certain people.
plan for tomorow: start my summer assignments for school. not start, but i have to actually be productive and do some work. because tuesday, i have to go the dentist, then get my hair cut, then go to work. wednesday, i have to work, then go to brandnew/tbs ... thursday is work... so yea. time is running out. and i have to get shit done.
<3 music obsession of the day: yellowcard, hot rod circuit, the ataris <3
umm. yep, thats about it. i think i'm going to bed now... goodnight.
-- short stories with tragic endings --