Sigh.
Everything just sorta came to a halt for me.
STOP.
Thinking back to the last year. I finally slowed down enough to look around me and wonder how the hell I got here. I feel like I have blacked out all year and I'm finally coming too. Or more like I was watching a movie of myself but I wasn't able to control what I was doing, or rather, that the person who masquraded as me was doing. So much has happened. So much has changed. I did so many things that I told myself I would never do. I became a completely different person. I don't know where to go from here. I hurt so many people, and so many people hurt me this year... I guess karma really is real. And really is a bitch. Heh. Looking in the past I wonder if I maybe missed a turn. What could I have done differently? And if I had, what would my life be like right now? What would I be like right now? How could I have done some of those things I did? I can't believe that I would have. I just... can't believe it.
I guess at the end you start to remember the beginning.
This past year has been an.... experiance. That encompasses it. Good. Bad. Weird. Life changing. Devastating. Wonderful. If that was my first year in high school... I can only wonder what my second will be like.