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Goodbye Haverford...for a few months. God - I'm going to miss this place. As thrilled as I am to be going home (and I am), this is my second home, and these people are my family. I can't believe Kira won't be my roommate...I can't believe I won't have Jason picking me up and putting me in the trash can every time I say something vaguely insubordinate...I can't believe that I won't get to hear Haein drunk mumbling Guns and Roses...I can't believe there won't be any more 1 AM renditions of Total Eclipse of the Heart...I can't believe that my hall won't be together anymore. I can't believe that freshman year is over.
Don't get me wrong. I love my life. I can't be all that sad, because there's nothing in the future that I'm not looking forward to. Next year looks to be better, if anything, and I can't even envision a time in the near future that I'm dreading (except maybe graduation). I just wish I could take my family back to Portland with me. They've already done so much for me - I'm so lucky here. I'm happiest because this is one of the few times where my expectations were met - Haverford is everything I had hoped it would be, and I love it exactly the way it is.
Don't get me wrong. I love my life. I can't be all that sad, because there's nothing in the future that I'm not looking forward to. Next year looks to be better, if anything, and I can't even envision a time in the near future that I'm dreading (except maybe graduation). I just wish I could take my family back to Portland with me. They've already done so much for me - I'm so lucky here. I'm happiest because this is one of the few times where my expectations were met - Haverford is everything I had hoped it would be, and I love it exactly the way it is.