Oct 17, 2006 13:09
change. lots of change.
many good things have happened recently.
i suppose, maybe, ive finally generated some good karma? or perhaps i was just over punished by old bad karma... who knows?
but, at the moment im really stressed, and i need to focus more on school. a lot more.
didnt go to calc today... and im not going to soldering. 2night, will be homework x10 night.
but for now, im gonna go see alyssa. yep.
am i happier than i was a few months ago? i dunno. i guess happiness just doesnt come easy to me.
life just feels stale. like ive done it all before. my mind almost feels like its just dried out... turning to dust.
insanity? maybe...
but if i get my act together, and get though school shit, things will be lookin alright for now.