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I've decided that I'm giving up on him. I feel like such an idiot waiting around for things that may just blow up right in front of my face. Perhaps I'm not cut out for all this shit. Or maybe its just the overprotective side of me, too scared to get hurt. All I know is right now, I'm way too vunerable and I'm not yet ready to take a step into something that leaves me so exposed. It's like a set up for heartbreak. I know that when I want something badly enough I'll go out and get it, but I'm hyping this one up way more than I want it. So for now, I'm just gunna lay low and maybe, just maybe, someone may come to me.