Dec 07, 2003 16:54
Blargh. I'm starting to resent school for various reasons, besides the fact that it just sucks. I spent the whole day pampering myself and I have yet to start my essay on India and correct my SOH. I guess correcting that and stuff really puts a damper on things because it's not like I'm going to do well anyways. Archie is just going to slaughter it and then hand out D+'s like theres no tommorrow. *sigh* And my grades are officially sucking ass right now. I've tried avoiding going online, in fact, I do my homework downstairs, but now I just rush through it all and try to finish it without really learning anything.
But there is one person that keeps me coming to school. =P (The people I want to know already know, so don't ask because I'm not going to tell)
I feel like I need to go the temple really bad. I don't know why, I don't think I've done anything drastically wrong lol but I really just wnat to go and pray for a whole day or something...for closure perhaps? I don't know, this never happens, like my family just stopped going to the temple when I was like 10 years old, and now I want to go so bad. Praying from home just isn't the same. I love the temple. It's so serene and wonderful. =(
So, I want to do something nice for my sweet 16. Any suggestions? I don't know what to do yet, I want to do something big though. Maybe not really big, but still big.
Anyways. I'm going to start on those essays.