It's been a while....
I haven't posted here in so fucking long. I am not even sure I feel comfortable posting here again, but what the hell I will give it a shot.
So I have gone to two weddings this month. One for my friend Shayla on Sept. 7th and one for Ryan's friend Rick on Sept. 27th. Everyone is getting married and I feel like life is passing by too quickly. I was looking at Alecia's wedding and honeymoon photos last night and I began to feel nostalgic. I remembered highschool and I remembered how she met Andrew, he now husband. I was there through all of Alecia's bad times in highschool and I miss not knowing her anymore. Same with some other people, but she is one I haven't talked to since graduation. I feel like everyone is growing up so fast, including me who is engaged, and part of me wishes I could keep Ryan with me but go back to highschool to reconnect with the people I love. I miss not knowing how my friends are and how there lives are going.
I guess that is it. I just wish time would slow down sometimes.
So I have gone to two weddings this month. One for my friend Shayla on Sept. 7th and one for Ryan's friend Rick on Sept. 27th. Everyone is getting married and I feel like life is passing by too quickly. I was looking at Alecia's wedding and honeymoon photos last night and I began to feel nostalgic. I remembered highschool and I remembered how she met Andrew, he now husband. I was there through all of Alecia's bad times in highschool and I miss not knowing her anymore. Same with some other people, but she is one I haven't talked to since graduation. I feel like everyone is growing up so fast, including me who is engaged, and part of me wishes I could keep Ryan with me but go back to highschool to reconnect with the people I love. I miss not knowing how my friends are and how there lives are going.
I guess that is it. I just wish time would slow down sometimes.