Long Longing Time
I'm sick, I'm missing my best friend so badly you can say I'm in pain, and I have tons of work to do that I can't even read a single book. But at least I still have the time to go online and post something here, and wandering around Facebook so I'm content. The thing is I feel like really talking to somebody. I'm not sure who to pick from a bunch of friends I have and I don't have lots of friends I can really talk to. The one I can always have intimate conversations with is out of reach, sadly, and I miss this person terribly. I'm not going to say I'm lonely, because I'm not, and I prefer not to be in that situation either. It's just that this pain in my heart creates a deep, sentimental longing for a very close friendship that I used to have. I'm in pain, yes, and the thing that I long for is far far away, and yet even when it's near, I have not much courage and strength to grab it for fear of losing it again.