Feb 02, 2005 13:09
It seems as if my days get worse, but each day I get better at acting..Its incredibly hard not to cry, and let someone ANYONE know how I feel.. I'd like to tell someone, but I better not.. I feel physical pain in my heart because im so tired of being unhappy. and Im trying to do things that wil help me in the future, and Im trying to hope for the best.. ITs hard sometimes though... Its hard to fake it.and it gets worse everyday..