Downward Spiral
As usual, there's much to say and none of it can be said. I never thought I'd be the one razing Suna to the ground, even if it's not my Suna. It's hard to sleep now. If I close my eyes for too long...
Our home could be anywhere. Gaara, Baki... they could have vanished along with the 'real' Suna. They could be dead. Anyone's guess is as good as mine.
I'm starting to wonder what the purpose in all of this is. I could just settle into Konoha, like Kankurou, and work for the Hokage... Who am I kidding? I'm a Suna shinobi. There's nothing for me in Konoha. No one for me.
Funny, I never felt this lonely before in my entire life. Not even traveling from village to village for a year. Now it just seems like I wasted my time.
Feeling sorry for myself won't get me anywhere, but I'm so lost, I'm not even sure where I'm trying to go. It'd be nice if I could wake up now.