yeah it's hard not to end up a cynic when everyone's too scared to walk in your shoes.

[desertsnowx]

even with my awkward formalities and cliche smalltalk of "how was your week?" and "what are you doing this summer?" (despite the fact that i did sincerely want to know) i think somehow your eyes see through my skin and see my insides. at least a little. and that made me really happy because everyone wants to feel appreciated. and i always feel the urge to tell you that i appreciate you, for everything that you are, because you are so amazing, in all ways, and you should never ever let anyone get to you that says anything otherwise. and i guess that is the most honest thing that i can say, even though i feel like maybe i should know you better to be able to say this, and i wish i did.

and i am glad you liked it all. as you could tell, i tried. i wanted it to be special. [insert awkward smiley face] there is more i could say but i don't really think it's necessary.