faith oh faith, is a way to believe lies we need. then to be faithful is to be truthless.

[desertsnowx]

fuuuuck when did i become this ridiculous needy whining person?
hahaha who am i kidding i was always like that i guess.
but jesus christ i hate indifference
and that conversation made me so goddamn uneasy
because okay, i hope you were being honest and you really do care,
but holy crap, the way you said things... it made me  die a little inside.
you've changed so much in all this time where we've scarcely spoken,
and it freaks the shit out of me because i feel like you were much less
judgemental and formal. where is that lovable modest
girl who wrote fanfiction with me and got excited over our favorite bassist
and water bottles from different countries, good charlotte, peanut butter, and emo comics,
and actually said i was one of her best friends? well you were mine, too.
i don't expect that of you now, of course. i'm no woodrow wilson.
i just want us to be able to talk, even like we did a few months ago,
cause hell, i do miss you a lot.

"To forget a friend is sad. Not every one has had a friend."