A pleasant change in mood
It really must be the hormones cuz I'm not even sure how i could have been so depressed last week. I'm just really kind of happy and high and hopeful right now. In a ridiculously sappy way, it feels like we were meant for each other. We've had ridiculously similar tastes so far, and apparently he's liked me since we were at Central. I'm sure I'm jumping the gun again, although probably not as much as it sounds like. Maybe I'm just scarred, but I feel really hesitant to accept this, even with how happy he makes me. Maybe it's the distance thing. I've always been an in-person kind of person. I feel like I really need that to fall for someone. I suppose we'll see when I visit. And then I'll come home and probably be miserably sad. Absence makes the heart grow fonder? Hopefully. Anyways, I'm just happy and it makes a nice change from last week's depression and just the general mood trend I've had lately.
Oh oh. So I told Kelsey (accidentally) about how I'd been talking to a guy, and as I expected she made entirely too big a deal of it. One thing she said though, that cracked me up, was that I should let him initiate contact because I didn't want to seem like I was desperate and too available. Play hard to get, maybe ignore some of his messages, that way he knows I'm in control. Pfft. This is why I don't take dating advice from her. Or any advice really. She fails to comprehend that what works for her, doesn't always work for other people. I'm not even sure how it works for her most of the time. I think the guys she dates forgive a lot since she's cute. Although Joel seems head over heels for her so maybe she's doing something right.
Anyways. I'm happy, and hopeful that something more comes of this than just flirting and tons of sex when we can finally see each other. For now, flirting is enough <3
Oh oh. So I told Kelsey (accidentally) about how I'd been talking to a guy, and as I expected she made entirely too big a deal of it. One thing she said though, that cracked me up, was that I should let him initiate contact because I didn't want to seem like I was desperate and too available. Play hard to get, maybe ignore some of his messages, that way he knows I'm in control. Pfft. This is why I don't take dating advice from her. Or any advice really. She fails to comprehend that what works for her, doesn't always work for other people. I'm not even sure how it works for her most of the time. I think the guys she dates forgive a lot since she's cute. Although Joel seems head over heels for her so maybe she's doing something right.
Anyways. I'm happy, and hopeful that something more comes of this than just flirting and tons of sex when we can finally see each other. For now, flirting is enough <3