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I miss him ...
... why couldn't everything be different?
I hate this. Every day feels more useless. Joseph says that maybe someone will come along who I can love a little bit, but I don't know how I'm supposed to go my entire life without ever being with Reeve, having him right there, both of us marrying other people, and, and --
I hate it.
It just gets harder.
I always get harder.
I want to go home, I want to be home today.
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Ooh, I can't believe that Razen is having Festival without me! I asked Reiz to make it wait for me, but I should have known to ask someone more important. Now you had my birthday and the Festival without me. You should have waited!
Well, Lady Tyrande is having a splendid party today, one that is going to make Razen look silly and not important, and I'm going to wear my new necklace from Reeve and go to it this evening, and it's going to be wonderful!
I miss him ...
... why couldn't everything be different?
I hate this. Every day feels more useless. Joseph says that maybe someone will come along who I can love a little bit, but I don't know how I'm supposed to go my entire life without ever being with Reeve, having him right there, both of us marrying other people, and, and --
I hate it.
It just gets harder.
I always get harder.
I want to go home, I want to be home today.
[Filter: Public, in Atsirian]
Ooh, I can't believe that Razen is having Festival without me! I asked Reiz to make it wait for me, but I should have known to ask someone more important. Now you had my birthday and the Festival without me. You should have waited!
Well, Lady Tyrande is having a splendid party today, one that is going to make Razen look silly and not important, and I'm going to wear my new necklace from Reeve and go to it this evening, and it's going to be wonderful!