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[desertigloo]

im lonely.
i think im one of those people that pushes everyone away when they get to close.
i dont really want peoplet oknow what im like.
i want to know what im like, before someone else knows.
im scared of someone figuring me out first.
i wanna be alone forever.
i want to be loved forever.
i want to be comfortable with myself.
i want to come to terms with the fact that im not as good as my friends, and i wont ever be.
meh.
im no rockstar, although i know it's in me.