a real update
so, a lot of things have been changing in my life as of late so I decided to start making some personal changes as well.
on September 1st, I quit smoking. I received my shipment of Nicoderm CQ in the mail today. this will be healthy for me and save me anywhere between $100-$125/month. total win-win situation.
on September 8th, I start the South Beach Diet. This one is going to be a little harder but I looked in the mirror the other day and didn't like the size I'm at currently. It has nothing to do with anyone's perceptions but my own. I'm a handsome guy. I just don't like me at this size. clothes don't fit right. It's affecting my posture. It's affecting my self esteem. This is not where I wanted to be physically at 38 so I'm changing it. If you can't be supportive, I don't want to hear it. I am also joining the gym at work. Already have a trainer and workout partner. I want to be slimmer when I go to visit my family and tribe in California in March.
I will be posting updates on lj on my progress. I am doing this for myself. it has nothing to do with things people have said to me or thinking this will get me a boyfriend. that's bullshit. this is where my road to being a better person is taking me. I need to quit lying to myself that I'm still 25 and thin. I need to quit lying to myself period. So I'm on the bandwagon, folks. either come along for the ride or I'll see you at the end of the journey.
on September 1st, I quit smoking. I received my shipment of Nicoderm CQ in the mail today. this will be healthy for me and save me anywhere between $100-$125/month. total win-win situation.
on September 8th, I start the South Beach Diet. This one is going to be a little harder but I looked in the mirror the other day and didn't like the size I'm at currently. It has nothing to do with anyone's perceptions but my own. I'm a handsome guy. I just don't like me at this size. clothes don't fit right. It's affecting my posture. It's affecting my self esteem. This is not where I wanted to be physically at 38 so I'm changing it. If you can't be supportive, I don't want to hear it. I am also joining the gym at work. Already have a trainer and workout partner. I want to be slimmer when I go to visit my family and tribe in California in March.
I will be posting updates on lj on my progress. I am doing this for myself. it has nothing to do with things people have said to me or thinking this will get me a boyfriend. that's bullshit. this is where my road to being a better person is taking me. I need to quit lying to myself that I'm still 25 and thin. I need to quit lying to myself period. So I'm on the bandwagon, folks. either come along for the ride or I'll see you at the end of the journey.