Dying Inside
Hey everyone. Well, remember that guy Josh I told you about? We ended up making our relationship official and I can't remember ever being so happy. He was so perfect, and a gentleman, and just amazing. My friends and family had never seen me so dang happy. Well, guess what? He broke up with me yesterday. I fell hard and fast for him... harder than I've ever fallen for someone in so short a time. It's crazy. This has to be THE hardest break-up I've been through.... ever! He thinks the long distance relationship thing won't work b/c it's never worked for him before. All his ex's have cheated on him or gotten over him too quick. The thing is I'm dying inside and he still has his doubts. I guess it's his loss. I just hope he realizes it before it's too late. Anyway, I'm just venting. I'll live...even if I feel like dying right now. I can't eat, I'm crying in my sleep... I just don't know what to do. Maybe I wasn't meant to have a "happy ending." What else is new? Oh well... tomorrow's another day.