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Britt I miss you...YOU told me to update so i am. This REALLY sucks hardcore that i have no job. You don't understand. Anyway. Today fuckin blows, im sitting here at school, coughing up my fuckin lungs. SWEET. not. anyway. So i've been fighting with everyone latley. im suppose to go see my dad tonight....woopy. But im gunna make it my number one priority to go see britt tonight. lol this livejournal prob makes me sounds like a lez cz all i do is talk about britt or megan. Ah shit happens. This boy im in love with...Benjamin Moon. He's amazing...and what do i do? i go and break up with him, fuckin kickin myself for that one let me tell you. I had never been treated so well in my life. Cody..the douche bag i dated for 2 years...i still am not over him, why you ask? fuck if i know. i wish he would grow up or something. Eh. Then there's topher. and amazing lil kid, he likes me a lot...why im not to sure, but he does...i like him too...just theres something missing...im scared to date him. My gut says its a bad idea, but wtf do i know right? He already lied to me though, i dont like that shit. So here i am baffled and stumpted on what to do next. I might be moving to florida...in like 3 weeks:). how amazing would that be? maybe no to amazing cz it would be with my dad. But i need to get away from here, my life is fallin apart. and ive got nothing and noone. Its eating me alive, i fight with everyone i love the most now. I feel like such shit. i just wanna get away. well just leave it at that.
Hasta~
Nicolet