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Today I saw a small child walking across the street. Two days ago on the same street I saw a man lying on the ground with blue suits all around and a car stopped four feet away. The kid had no idea. There wasn't a blood stain. But I don't think that this would have made much of a difference to the kid either way, he was just happy to be alive.
Motherfucking cocksucker motherfucking shit fucker what am I doing? What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing. I'm doing the best that I can. I know that's all I can ask of myself. Is that good enough? Is my work doing any good? Is anybody paying attention? Is it hopeless to try and change things?
I don't think I'm even doing the best that I can. I don't think I'm even doing the best. I don't think I'm even doing. I don't think. Anymore.
In India someone is doing what I'm doing for one third of what I'm paid. And he's probably doing a better job. In a small town east of Beijing fourteen people died today because they believed that they should get a fair price for their homes when the government decided it was important to build a freeway where their kids were born. In London there are 4 cameras for every person. In France today two people on opposites of a river fell in love with the same girl watching the water from a bridge. The girl had just broken up with her boyfriend of two months who also happened to be the love of her life. She's 23, but she's still walking.
Okay, it's time to disappear again.
Motherfucking cocksucker motherfucking shit fucker what am I doing? What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing. I'm doing the best that I can. I know that's all I can ask of myself. Is that good enough? Is my work doing any good? Is anybody paying attention? Is it hopeless to try and change things?
I don't think I'm even doing the best that I can. I don't think I'm even doing the best. I don't think I'm even doing. I don't think. Anymore.
In India someone is doing what I'm doing for one third of what I'm paid. And he's probably doing a better job. In a small town east of Beijing fourteen people died today because they believed that they should get a fair price for their homes when the government decided it was important to build a freeway where their kids were born. In London there are 4 cameras for every person. In France today two people on opposites of a river fell in love with the same girl watching the water from a bridge. The girl had just broken up with her boyfriend of two months who also happened to be the love of her life. She's 23, but she's still walking.
Okay, it's time to disappear again.