2012, Year of Whining
I think my biggest goal is to stop complaining so much. It can be difficult at times, since there is a lot that always pops up like an evil herring and smacks me in the face, but I have a great deal to celebrate. On the list also goes:
1) Find a way to make some extra money to keep head above water
I need to focus on promoting side ventures. Mostly I think I need to get my butt to a few flea markets/craft fairs. If I can sell more then I can make more scents and add the hard scents in the pocket watch/lockets to inventory. I may also end up selling some jewelry I never wear.
2)Get my credit card bills to my spreadsheet acceptable level so I can make a bigger dent with each payment and be self sufficient.
I need to not buy myself anything other than necessities in order to do this. Some Burlesque Items are considered a necessity. Some of this is also at the universes control as I would have made more headway last year, but herrings appeared at unfortunate times and stole my coinage.
3) Accept myself at my current weight, but work towards the weight at which I feel more comfortable
4) Comeup with some kick ass routines for Doctor Vu
5) Try to focus on me a little. (mommy mantra)
6) Stop feeling like there is a failing for "getting back in the game".
I just am not ready to put in the time/effort to try and find a connection. But I see so many others who have left old relationships in new and think, wow maybe I should! Then I remember what my life is like and think... haha not going to happen anytime soon. That with all the feelings I still have regarding the loss of my marriage prohibit a true change in this currently unless the right person happened to appear in my life as it is now.
1) Find a way to make some extra money to keep head above water
I need to focus on promoting side ventures. Mostly I think I need to get my butt to a few flea markets/craft fairs. If I can sell more then I can make more scents and add the hard scents in the pocket watch/lockets to inventory. I may also end up selling some jewelry I never wear.
2)Get my credit card bills to my spreadsheet acceptable level so I can make a bigger dent with each payment and be self sufficient.
I need to not buy myself anything other than necessities in order to do this. Some Burlesque Items are considered a necessity. Some of this is also at the universes control as I would have made more headway last year, but herrings appeared at unfortunate times and stole my coinage.
3) Accept myself at my current weight, but work towards the weight at which I feel more comfortable
4) Comeup with some kick ass routines for Doctor Vu
5) Try to focus on me a little. (mommy mantra)
6) Stop feeling like there is a failing for "getting back in the game".
I just am not ready to put in the time/effort to try and find a connection. But I see so many others who have left old relationships in new and think, wow maybe I should! Then I remember what my life is like and think... haha not going to happen anytime soon. That with all the feelings I still have regarding the loss of my marriage prohibit a true change in this currently unless the right person happened to appear in my life as it is now.