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so0o0...i have been in college for a couple months now and i have not even written in this once since i have been here. Today was an okay day. i am confused as ever around here, but even though its confusing i love it here. i live in bowling green kentucky and going to school and western kentucky university. i have met alot of people but one person in particular has stuck out that i have met and have become best friends with. and i dont know where i would be without her by my side each and everyday. its kind of crazy though because we spend every moment together and when we arent together for some reason people wonder what the hell is going on with us.Dont worry i promise im not turning into a lesbian. haha! We have been close and some how she has not gotten on my nerves or bad side yet. thank god. she really made me upset the other day though because she told me that she felt like she was my invisible friend and i dont want anyone especially her to ever feel that way. she is beautiful and has alot going for her and i wish she would understand that. because there are people that love her here. i mean i love the girl to death. besides a best friend i pretty much have no one but its okay that way. i hang out with the sig eps(a frat here) but i pretty much dont feel like they are my true friends anymore. i am def. not as close to them as i use to be and thats kind of upsetting but i guess things change people change. With my whole love life situation its pretty much frozen and has been for quite sometime now.