generale
Ever just walk around and see a person smoking, then you get the urge for a smoke?
That is how I felt.
I tried for a forced nap because I'm a fucking moron and procrastinated until the very last minute on a major report. 10 pages 10 hours, can he do it? Well he has to people, he has to. Anyway back to the forced nap..., it was a deja vu moment once again, this time I know for sure that it happened before. Got in to nap @ 11 but couldn't fall asleep until 12, and got kicked out at 1. But the change this time was the moments up to the forced nap I guess. Who really knows, I don't remember the moments leading up to sleep last time I had a forced nap. Pretty much the moments leading up to falling asleep, I ran through a ton of memories from dreams before, searching for something. This was quite an odd experience because I know I stopped somewhere. I just wish I remembered where I stopped. Did I stop at a good memory or a nightmare? I know I did run through some nightmares and I was feeling pretty damn depressed, so who knows. Maybe I ran to the good dream or maybe I stopped at a bad one. Anyway, I slept for an hour of unrealistic in and out sleep. I gained nothing from the sleep but one thing: it let my mind wander.
Next point, lately I've been too focused on one or two things, its making me sick to my stomache thinking about it but I know its true.
Next point, three wishes, what would you wish for?
I think I know the answer and it's funny to me. This also makes me want to puke.
That is how I felt.
I tried for a forced nap because I'm a fucking moron and procrastinated until the very last minute on a major report. 10 pages 10 hours, can he do it? Well he has to people, he has to. Anyway back to the forced nap..., it was a deja vu moment once again, this time I know for sure that it happened before. Got in to nap @ 11 but couldn't fall asleep until 12, and got kicked out at 1. But the change this time was the moments up to the forced nap I guess. Who really knows, I don't remember the moments leading up to sleep last time I had a forced nap. Pretty much the moments leading up to falling asleep, I ran through a ton of memories from dreams before, searching for something. This was quite an odd experience because I know I stopped somewhere. I just wish I remembered where I stopped. Did I stop at a good memory or a nightmare? I know I did run through some nightmares and I was feeling pretty damn depressed, so who knows. Maybe I ran to the good dream or maybe I stopped at a bad one. Anyway, I slept for an hour of unrealistic in and out sleep. I gained nothing from the sleep but one thing: it let my mind wander.
Next point, lately I've been too focused on one or two things, its making me sick to my stomache thinking about it but I know its true.
Next point, three wishes, what would you wish for?
I think I know the answer and it's funny to me. This also makes me want to puke.