May 20, 2010 13:28
It's been a sucky 2 weeks. Probably the lowest I've felt since my grandma passed away when I was 12.
I don't want to go into it, so I won't... but I have to say, I never want to feel that low again. I never felt so useless or unmodivated in my life. It's like I tucked my tail between my legs and just hid.
Which is completely uncharacteristic of me. I've been told I'm direct and blunt. Abrasive, even. Which is usually how I deal with obstacles, people, and answers to my questions.
However, *REALLY* good news came as the sun was starting to shine, and truly, I feel like everything is so much better. Fantastic, and all that good stuff. My drive and modivation are back. I'm feeling like I can tackle and win at anything. Yes, even that intellectual debate with you!
(No, I don't want to gamble my life savings. I'm feeling good, not stupid *grin*)
Anyways,
I just wanted to share, as I'm feeling really, really, really good.
Cheers!
Des
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