Feb 06, 2005 01:05
i tend to ketch my self stearing at a corner of a door and seeing it happen over and over how i killed a man
i did so much at tinas i puked on her B day I dont know if the some people will ever look at me as the same steven
and not a killer even the same with ashley if she would ever take me as back knowing i killed someone I am sceard of my self
looking at a man die in front my eyes jest every corner of a door i tent to space out seeing it happen Flashing so fast and seeing the little girl scream i feel so bad something i have to live with like a Poison in my heart when ever i think about it i shake so bad i broke 5 glasses in the house and droped my wallet 3 times i droped my x box controler several times and i cant even type or use the mouse with out missing
Steven