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venting time!
i moved out. agian.. but this time it is for good.
i am going to miss my mother and brothers so much it hurts.
its scary. you think you have family there to catch you or pick you up and dust you off but its a lie.
that house is fucked up and i am way past finished with it..
now i have to see what the world has in store for me.
ah advice anyone?
well i got up today and got all ready and shit but now its all to waste. i hate wasteing make up god damnit.
and what am i supposed to do with school now? and my car?
i left my belt and work shoes at the house too.. ahh poo
i just hope my mom knows i love her and she isnt the reason that i left.
my mind is so scattered everywhere. i have so much to say and sooooo many questions.
im scared scared scared
but we all have to grow up someday.
i guess
i moved out. agian.. but this time it is for good.
i am going to miss my mother and brothers so much it hurts.
its scary. you think you have family there to catch you or pick you up and dust you off but its a lie.
that house is fucked up and i am way past finished with it..
now i have to see what the world has in store for me.
ah advice anyone?
well i got up today and got all ready and shit but now its all to waste. i hate wasteing make up god damnit.
and what am i supposed to do with school now? and my car?
i left my belt and work shoes at the house too.. ahh poo
i just hope my mom knows i love her and she isnt the reason that i left.
my mind is so scattered everywhere. i have so much to say and sooooo many questions.
im scared scared scared
but we all have to grow up someday.
i guess