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I'm a war of head versus heart,
And it's always this way.
My head is weak, my heart always speaks,
Before I know what it will say.
Oh Death Cab...
My mom apologized to me today for me not being able to hold down a relationship. She says she thinks its the way she raised me. She described me as "scorned."
I usually blame myself... But I guess we could blame someone else for a change.
It's not like I even want a relationship. I don't even know what I want. But I'm just in some kind of weird funk. And not the good kind of funk that Old Greg found. I guess going to a wedding on Saturday and going to another wedding next Thursday isn't helping at all either.
I guess there are still a few heartaches I need to let go of. A few things I need to move past because there is no potential for them to work out. I know you have to let go of the past before you can move on to the future. But this is quite a challenge for those of us who fear change and love.
I don't understand how some of you do it. But kudos to you.
And it's always this way.
My head is weak, my heart always speaks,
Before I know what it will say.
Oh Death Cab...
My mom apologized to me today for me not being able to hold down a relationship. She says she thinks its the way she raised me. She described me as "scorned."
I usually blame myself... But I guess we could blame someone else for a change.
It's not like I even want a relationship. I don't even know what I want. But I'm just in some kind of weird funk. And not the good kind of funk that Old Greg found. I guess going to a wedding on Saturday and going to another wedding next Thursday isn't helping at all either.
I guess there are still a few heartaches I need to let go of. A few things I need to move past because there is no potential for them to work out. I know you have to let go of the past before you can move on to the future. But this is quite a challenge for those of us who fear change and love.
I don't understand how some of you do it. But kudos to you.