Feb 28, 2008 15:58
Right now, I feel betrayed, let down, sad, angry, bitter...
Of all the things that never should have happened, this is one of them and everyone knows this.
I want to punch you in the face, but I know I can't. I can't forgive you or forget about this either. I'm too spiteful. I dwell on things. I think act out plans of revenge in my mind knowing I will never put them into any type of action.
I don't know what to do about this, and the worst part is I know I can't do anything.
I care about you too much and because of this I can't tell you how I really feel or what I'm going through. Even if I could, would you listen anyway? I just have to pretend like nothing is wrong... Excellent. More words that will never be said, more emotions to just build up.
This is wrong on so many levels.