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I wouldn't really say I'm heartbroken. I guess I know why they call it a crush. I never really talked to him about the things I should have, but I know enough now to pretty much know where I stand, and in all honesty, I'm just thankful to have him in my life in general. I'm not over it really, but I'm also not the heaping pile of emotions that I was last week. I know that I'll eventually deal with it and move on.
I didn't want a relationship with him, because I know that I am too... something... to be in one. I just wanted to know where I stood. The closer Valentine's Day gets, the more I'm glad I'm not in a relationship. I'm not lonely. I do get the urge to cuddle every now and then. That's not so bad though. I do have Valentine's Day plans, and the sad thing is they're probably the best plans I've had, including all the Vdays I had a boyfriend. Aileen, Tabitha, and I are going to eat at Napa River Grill. We have reservations. Fancy. XD
I've been hanging out with Brandon Riley again which is always fun for awhile until he decides that we can't be just friends. I understand how he feels though seeing as I just went through all of this with someone else. I guess we'll see how that goes.
I didn't want a relationship with him, because I know that I am too... something... to be in one. I just wanted to know where I stood. The closer Valentine's Day gets, the more I'm glad I'm not in a relationship. I'm not lonely. I do get the urge to cuddle every now and then. That's not so bad though. I do have Valentine's Day plans, and the sad thing is they're probably the best plans I've had, including all the Vdays I had a boyfriend. Aileen, Tabitha, and I are going to eat at Napa River Grill. We have reservations. Fancy. XD
I've been hanging out with Brandon Riley again which is always fun for awhile until he decides that we can't be just friends. I understand how he feels though seeing as I just went through all of this with someone else. I guess we'll see how that goes.